I have this stupid silly blocked up nose and sore throat. I have a head which feels like it is full of concrete and a chesty cough which brings up strange green and brown things, yum! I have a temperature as well.
I know this cold/flue will go sometime, I am not sure when and I have to go to work tonight, another 12 hour shift!
It's done...I have disbanded it. I am not a Mentor anymore!
So it is now Boxing day and I am unable to think...it's all fuzzy
1020am and I am still in my boxers, not had a shower and feel like crap!
I had 18 hours sleep ish I think and feel like I have been awake all night! Had some really bad dreams of past events which got to my core and emotionally drained me. Rather like the Ghosts which visit Scrooge ^^ apart from mine had an different agenda....
Still it is a new day and the sun is out at least....and I am drinking very strong Coffea!
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You wrote yourself, didn't you?? hahahaha
Lol!
ewwwwwwwwwwwww take a shower already! stinky theban!!!
18 hours of sleep?
Wow I never made it so far.
Too much sleep has those adverse effects ya know.
...I told ya' not to over-do it with the liquor...
Well, I have just finished my 6th can of fosters followed by 4 bottles of speckled hen...pie eyed is aaaaaaaah well, I feel really tired and quite odd! Odd because I have not slept for almost 24 hours...I still care for spell check so I am not to bad lol.
I am now childless as they have gone with the grandparents and I am alone in the house ....which is a good thing as I am not fit at the moment to look after them being so under the influence of alcohol...Wow I have been playing non stop with the little beasts..so I feel quite straightish..lol
However I will soon sleep it off as later tonight they are coming back....I like a good session and now that I have stopped playing I am starting to feel as I write this....omg...a slight spin ^ ^ I wonder why!
My bed is calling and I have a hot water bottle as well...lol, it's cool, it's quite big!
IF your still alive...
Wow need to go to bed now!!
it's almost 0300..
No more jourals...no...no
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Going out tonight on a works do...I am going to be in heaven...there are 29 people going, only five blokes the rest are all women. As I am one of the new blokes I am going to have to be at my best for the night ^ ^
I may have to not drink booze just in case I make a twat of myself...I normally do when I have been drinking!
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I wanna go! *pouts*
".....in case I make a twat of myself"
and your point is??!!! LOL
Lol, bloodlife...I have just got back...soooo right..you know that ^^
So I am working last night...I attempt to log in using my phone and I keep getting booted out. My service is 3...they are poo. Every time I attempt to leave a message just as I am about to hit send...poof it's gone!
I became more cunning...just send a short message...so is 3.. I can only but lurk on the phone as soon as I attempt anything else...they are on to me.! If it's not 3 then the Rave boots me out because of the IP lol, I just am unable to win!
I gave up after I think it was 40 attempts...I can be stubborn!
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Those with addictions will go to great lengths lol
*Knee twitch*
So what do I do??
Moving on is always hard..
I need to make changes to my favourite journals and friends list now!
I don't want to though, it feels like it is a bereavement : (
It has to be done though...it just has to be done!
Today I had a message from someone here who told me she is going to leave....this has made me feel quite sad.
I like her loads as a friend and she will be missed by me as well as many others.
Don't do it L
: (
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Quite sad to lose a cherished friend in any form.
I just wish lolly would stay, I understand her reasons for wanting to go : (
Gone but never forgotten
sad i didnt get say goodbye :(
hope she will be ok....
It is indeed hard to loose a friend here. I miss my friends that have left here, but thankfully we still keep in touch via yahoo.
i came back to VR because i wanted to get back in touch with friends i knew on here.
sad, i hope that you are able to keep in touch with her via something like email or phone calls.
So I log in and my stats appear frozen, just like how I feel. I am ill, really ill.....must stop this illness before it lays me out for a few days! Power Up!! ^ ^ I said Power Up ^ ^...dam what was that game...anyway...
Mrs ban still has me working...finished the porch yesterday...all painted and the wood stained. Just need to sort the floor out now! Going to have tiles I think...more work for me if we do! I may decide to have that floor stuff which is like a door matt in there!
The finished shoe cupboard!
Stained with medium Oak
I put the frame and the door in which also needs to be stained...lol..most of the house is wood inside...I have a thing about wood!
Told Mrs Ban that the door will be done Friday!!..Hmmm maybe!
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Aww well done you looks great!
now go get some rest!
nice work.
you accomplised alot :)
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xAXEWOMANx
12:49 Dec 31 2009
You will always be my mentor honey :)
was good while it lasted
but i couldnt stay below 80 any longer!
get well soon
xXx
BLOODLIFE
13:11 Dec 31 2009
Have a safe one ;-)
ThothLestat
14:10 Dec 31 2009
oh no! the asylum has let loose all the inmates!
well, for what it's worth, I always liked the idea of your mentorship & secretly wished that I had thought of it myself. Do you think you'll start your own coven one day?
Theban
09:40 Jan 01 2010
No Thoth...no...no...no lol