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His Name is Brian

We have only just started talking and he is already my BF well he claimed me first as his and then I had accepted and claimed him as mine :) wow VR is full of excitement it's been a while since I have had this much fun It wasn't quite the same effect the last go round but I'm hoping for a longer stay!



A toast to my New BF

may we have a great long friendship :)

shocking isn't it? when you express who you are to someone you love and their closed minded today I tried to confide in my mom she wasn't settle about it in fact now every time I call I get my siblings and it's her cell phone.



Any who my mom and I have been somewhat close I mean I thought I could talk to her about anything when she found out I wasn't a virgin at 18 and I was talking to her about boys when really I new that's just what she wanted for me I lean more towards girls I mean I've been with a guy in person but I just got hurt to bad to deal with it again.



It changed me and my persona I mean I would consider myself to be bi but I lean more towards girls no a days I don't want my mom to stop talking to me just because I'm different. I don't want her to be ashamed of me.



I mean I sat down with her at the dinning room table I made some tea for us and I just let it out that I have been dating women and men and that I find myself to lean more towards women I tried to talk it out with her but she just got so depressed saying (How could this happen? How can this be? what do you mean? Have you tried not being gay?) I just walked out! I really didn't want to go back home after that lucky for me I live at school! most of the year! maybe this will all blow over around Christmas????



Does it ever blow Over??? Anyone who's ever came out to their mom or relative and have had them react with disappointment and felt ashamed of you after?

I'm thinking about how I live my life, honestly I am sick of being plain I am sick of those telling me how I should be who I should be I'll decide who I should be and how the story should play after all this is my life! I am planning on dying my hair I am absolutely in love with leopard print dyed hair I don't really favor Nicki Minaj but her way of living on the edge is of interest to me with the many different looks she has had



for instance:

But people have told me I don't think that would look good on you I don't think you would want that I don't... I don't.... I don't...



"Well I don't care what you think! to be perfectly honest I could care less... I am not doing it for anyone but myself. I am doing what makes me feel as though I am expressing who I am"



I want to live for me and if it turns out I don't like it then I'll just dye it back simple as that "Isn't it!" so when I do dye my hair I will be sure to post pictures on here for everyone to see my new look! I am hoping to do this before the summer time is over.



but I have simply decided to not live for anyone except ME!



-TheWhiteRabbit