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I will never understand.



I had something written out before about a joke that happened today, but I wanted to keep it private. The fun things my sister and I do, haha. Ah well, I'm tired.. and if I stay on I'll be wondering. Best bet is to poof.

God get over it! I can't stop fighting with myself.



I think I might have had a breakdown, but I feel even more anti social than ever. I just don't know anymore.

Can 10 people do me a favor? View my profile to wipe out the last 10. I don't even care if you hate me.

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Sulks
13:05 May 16 2011

Dont hate you LOL



Done a view and dash there :P

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TheSYSTEM
13:43 May 16 2011

Thanks. :P



This one guy was being overly creepy to me. -.- So I just wanted him out of my face and off of my mind.

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I need more rest. I'm totally backwards. I mean it comes with it turning hotter outside that I'd be so backwards but still. :P I should rest. Losing my track of time is confusing all of me. xP Breakfast at 10pm, dinner at 4am and like.. fucked if I know what day it is. >_>

My back hurts after being awake for a while. >:( My nose seems stuffy and I feel weak. I hate the feeling of weakness.



-Sighs-



I don't even know how much of a super woman I can be anymore. Every year it gets worse. Something stupid happens, you get sicker and I get injured, one way or another.



I.. will not go today. I am trying to take care of myself for once. I know when I'm down, I can't be your little bitch and carry everything. Remember that time I was really sick and you told me to carry your chair up their stairs? And then I fell but still got up and carried it up and felt sick as hell instead of having fun?



Remeber when everything was my fault, about almost everything?! Oh wait, I almost forgot everything is my fault.



Blah, what the hell am I rambeling on about? Happy Mother's day, I got you nothing. Lol I think no one gets anyone anything anymore because no one can even afford it. haha



There was once a point where I'd make you something, like a card, but naw. What am I complaining about anyway? I've got it good. No insurance, but I have shelter, food and this computer. Lolol Win. >_>



Ha, food, I can't even speak about that one. >_- What a good life!

Blah, at least my sister's home because there's no school on the weekend. I'mma lock myself in my room and stay in bed. I feel aweful when I'm awake and I hate taking care of you because you wake me up ever minute.



"You never even watch anything with me anymore!?" Ha, Nothing is enjoyable with you much anymore. But hey, I'm a softy, I can't abandon you. I'll never have the strength to break these chains. I become an anti-social prick. xP

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PAGAN
15:14 May 07 2011

TheSystem needs a reboot? LOL



Hope ya feel better soon :)

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TheSYSTEM
20:23 May 07 2011

Blah! Typos.



And I will, I feel better for a while but I sleep most of it off. My sister is sure hating doing the rest of the chores. hahaha Not that I don't do anything, I still did the dishes and stuff.



I just felt like venting because I missed out on one of my favorite days. >:(

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I give up.

Getting ready to use the "scythe" if that really happened.