just silence as I continually think about what I'm doing wrong, what I've done wrong and what I will most likely do wrong in tue future to cause such silence in so many friendships. I feel left on the edge putting my hand out with no one to reach and meet me anywhere. I know we all have our own things going on, but its hard not feeling alone when I can scatter my mind to so many places and feel like no one else has talked to me In weeks.
I feel lost again and I thought I was past this, better and beyond all this crap. Then when I think about the last time I've really just chilled and talked to the ones I love and care about most.... I'm here I'm reaching out I do it nearly every day so where are you?
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