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Ending relationships.. Blows. I almost rather it had been something she'd done than it merely the absence of any lasting feelings on my part. Then she wouldn't have been so angry, so sad. Sleeping alone I can get used to again. The weight of my conscience I probably won't.



She said the one thing that always confused her is my abstained answer in where I saw myself In five years. I didn't. Amidst all the chaos that frequents my life the only constant and hope I have is my son. But when he is grown, what then? Who do I live for but myself, how do I do that? This cold, alone, confused. I have needed friends now more than I could ever. And all have dispersed and snuck away. It is now I realize my folly, we are all

human. I thought if I did my best they'd do theirs. Fool...

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Sinora
10:09 Mar 09 2010

I never could answer the "where would you be* question either, I never got round to making a plan for life, I prefer to just live it.

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Adora
19:31 Apr 20 2010

Perhaps, one day in the far future when our sons will be all grown up and we'll both stand there not knowing what to do next... We'll find ourselves on the same page again, and we could go from there... I know that something I would look forward to. I miss you.

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