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The time has come for me to get rid of this section. I plan to give out little, crappy 'business' cards today. Which sport my name, "TheArtistRose". I don't want people to stumble upon this. Good memories live on because I won't delete. For those who know me well, thanks for them, for those who don't, good! lol



I don't want people lookinging into my life. My art section is just fine though. ;)



I will however, write in another profile's journal, simply because I love writing.

I slept well again last night. Been trying to cut the bad habit of over thinking.



Last nights dream was that my cat turned into a cow. xD Is that another way of calling her fat? >_> Lol I was like, "Woah, how the fuck did I get a cow in my room?"

I almost forgot what day it was. x_x

Rest in peace dude who passed away when I was a kid.

On a totally different note-



Damn, then there was that one summer night, when I was 15, and had my street fight. It was inbetween the 16th of this month and ended on the 17th.



Shit, those were crazy days. O.o What had happened in the street fight is that some nut wanted to pick on my family. I jumped in and held the bitch down. Using my weight instead of power to hurt another. They backed the fuck off when they found out I was under age. haha



Hmm, just makes you think, all these years I fight my own battles. I never expect anyone to help me with anything. It would truly be a surprise if I did.

I want to rant but I can't. I'm going to be respectful for once.



0=]

Most of my dreams tend to be childish. I had a dream that I was stuck in a Donkey Kong Country video game.



Hanging out with those apes? Sounds BANANAS! :P

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PandorasBx
02:40 Aug 15 2012

You nut :P

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TheArtistRose
02:42 Aug 15 2012

Damn, now I want banana nut bread. xD

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Lullaby
05:10 Aug 15 2012

I want banana bread now too. ;_;

And a banana milkshake. And banana ice cream.

Bananas in general.

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TheArtistRose
05:13 Aug 15 2012

>:( I want all of that now.

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I hate going to bed when the sun will come up. The sun needs an off button.

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Malya
10:57 Aug 14 2012

I completely agree! They should have nev

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Malya
10:57 Aug 14 2012

I completely agree! Hehe I've thought this a few times myself :)

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But I don't wanna! I don't wanna go to bed...!



I don't want to be alone in my thoughts. These blankets are too hot. Can't I just stay up another hour?



Snore.



Eyes, halfway closed. Ears full of loud metal lullabies. Brain brim with images. No! I will awake. Sleep is a wate.



My art understands. Art understands all.



Omg, I'm going to hate myself in the morning.

I've gotten in such a surplus of pictures. Can I take on the world with this? Haha, I think so! I only hope people don't become cranky when I can only do so many a day.



With me being sick, I think two will be a lucky amount. 3 is pushing it. :P

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PandorasBx
02:10 Aug 13 2012

Get better soon Rose *hugs*

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Random thought of the day- I want to paint my nails but can't find my super bright neon pink. T_T

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PandorasBx
02:09 Aug 13 2012

I love me some neon pink!

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My eating habits seem screwed. One day I feel like I want to eat my whole fridge and days like today it makes me feel sick to think about.



Damn, I think my right ear is starting to get infected. :( I can't get it taken care of. Fuck. lol I'll baby it myself. It's not that bad.

Woke up with so much work and I feel sick as a dog. Super.



:x



Must, draw on for fans.. must! lol

I love these guys at times. lol Feels good to get work out there. You may think it's lame, but it's better than most retarded questions out there.







Getting some art done soon. Maybe I'll stay up. Haven't been feeling well at night. Lots of weezing. Can't breathe to sleep. ;_; I wake up and it feels like someone punched me in the ribs. x_x

When I have serious thoughts of longing for a new adventure, away from you. You keeping me from doing one thing stupid and replacing it with another is okay by me.



I wonder if you'll get me what I want or if it's all bullshit.

It's funny to have nightmares about here. Same as last time. Where I lost everyone.



Wonder what that says about me? That I care for something other people would call nonsense. I know it shouldn't matter. What can I say? I'd be sad not to be a CM. Lol

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deathnitegrl
18:50 Aug 10 2012

I have them too :)

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TheArtistRose
18:54 Aug 10 2012

Just find it odd that I never dream about only one person. It's everyone on my member's list and their profiles all at once. :P



Second time it's happened.

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Proud of my sister for defending me. Lol

Little brat is waiting for me to get out of a rest room. This dude who was jokingly flirting with me from a while ago, says he's gonna watch out for her because it's late out. When I come out, she goes in to use the bathroom.



He tells me, "Your sister looks me dead in the eye and tells me she can beat anyone up. I'm sorry about last week... I didn't mean it."



Lmfao. When we get home my sister says all she told him was that she didn't need someone to watch her (Like a babysitter) and that she can beat anyone up. Not realizing that she scared the crap out of that old bag of bones. ♥

We got there very early. First in line for the section we needed to be in. Heard her testing the mics while we were waiting. It was supposed to rain. A few drops landed but not enough to end anything- thank God.



Nice, loud music! Had a blast there. :)



The opening act was the Coney Island Freak Show. haha! Right on!



She even sang a few new songs. Which weren't bad at all. They passed out signs in a paid section but one person gave me an extra of theres. (Signs said TMI) It was for the song TMI. Which is pretty clear, based on computer talk. :P

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Lullaby
08:59 Aug 10 2012

Tease. D:

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TheArtistRose
09:00 Aug 10 2012

;D

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♪ "Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah." ♪



Joan Jett later tonight. Don't expect to be on till pretty late. ;)



See ya' VR.





So hard not to want to dance at that one.

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PandorasBx
17:30 Aug 09 2012

Wow, that brings back memories of a party I was at in the early 80's, good times! Hope you had fun Roser :)

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The only good part about today was that I went to a Claire's and got a pack of discounted tongue bars with balls. More-so interested in the bars than the balls. One set of balls is a shiny white with pink skull. :P

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PandorasBx
17:30 Aug 09 2012

We want pics :D

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It's been a really bad day. :/ From telling people off, which might I add, I wanted to do in person, eh, they got an internet beat down. That was good enough.



To- My mother getting robbed from a pick pocket. Ugh.



Came back to a message from the sweet person I drew last night. She advertised me to a few people. :) I should sleep soon... but? >_> Hmm.

Why do I wake up 3 hours from when I went to bed? WHY! Oh, what's this? My artist senses. >_> Someone's sent me more work. Yay! Talking to them about art also. Feels good.



Man, I need sleep for the rest of this week. x_x Gotta take care of things when I wake up, enjoy myself Thursday at the concert, then be awesome on Friday and think about going to the events on Sat.



Wait... I'm also supposed to go to a BBQ on Sat and I know I won't enjoy it. o_o

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supernova
09:11 Aug 08 2012

I so hate that...not getting to REM...or just phasing in and out of sleep and conscienceness...sux...I so hear ya...

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supernova
09:13 Aug 08 2012

I so hate that...not getting to REM...or just phasing in and out of sleep and conscienceness...sux...I so hear ya...

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That feeling when you want to fuck someone up in person and they ran away. :/ Awwws. Ruin all the fun why don't you!



Heh. "i hope perhaps youll reconsider about us"



Ahaha! That's a the best joke I've heard all day.

In twisted reasoning, I'm happy to be frustrated again. People are stupid. Feeds my inner artist made of hate and bitterness. :3

They have a history day at Coney on the 11th. People who come dressed in 1920's garb get a free ride on the wonder wheel. Damn, I'm not much of a 20's fan with clothing. They're also having the Jackson's concert there. (No zombie MJ)



Also an art thingie where people who draw the Wonder wheel get it online. Hope I can make it to that part.

MMmm, chick pea curry and potatoes.



So good to eat spiced up foods again. ♥

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nips
21:06 Aug 06 2012

What time is dinner? Is there cheese in it?

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TheArtistRose
21:22 Aug 06 2012

More like breakfast. :P I woke up late.



No cheese, but yoghurt would go well with it. :)

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"You're special to me."



'Spechuuuuuuuul. You tryin' to call me retarded or something?'



"No, special as in dear to me."



'Why so serious?'



"I'm tired. Not serious."



'It's a quote for someone. Odd, I thought you'd get it. If you're not serious, then I'm not dear to you?'

What's wonderful? When you know you can't go to the doctor's or any doctor related place, such as the dentist for a few months and after taking extra care of your teeth, because you eat so many damned sweets, you find a cavity. Yay! T_T

Darkness slowly engulfed. Running towards the light. Can I make it to the store before the storm? Wind sweaping the trees. A fragment getting caught in my eye.



Beautiful danger. The next few blocks are radiant compared to the black clouds. Water splashing the pavement. A few drops upon my specs. Yes, made it there safely.



10 minutes pass. Lightning cracks the air.

Yearning for the bus. Sheltered by the stop. Storm leaves from the time it takes to ride, till my destination. Ahh, it's good to be back home. :)

Tomorrow it will be two weeks since I've had my venoms. I love them. Felt like a baby when I had them. Learning to talk, eat, drink. At one point, I swear I wish I had a sippy cup. LOL Made me feel young at heart for once.



As I aged last July, hey, it's about time I get my missed cake. Live a little, at some point, when I can make it to the village without getting distracted. Need to look for new tongue bars and have them changed. The cake I want to be cannoli cream filled. The Brooklyn in me says, hell yeah, I want that. Maybe an egg cream to go with it. ;)

So many ...thoughts.. and no one to play with.



Who will it be? One to win. Empty. Waiting, wanting, still.

ZOMG! DID YOU KNOW THAT, I'mma see the Joan Jett concert playing here next Thursday?!? :D :D :D :D



Can't fucking wait. Omg, yes. ♥

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vampire20
03:36 Aug 04 2012

coool

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Seshat
06:16 Aug 04 2012

SOOOO jealous!! Have fun.

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How to get away from a bad date and or scare them?



Thanks in advance. >.>

I could go for a drink about now.