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So, after 7 years I managed to get over the bitch and close my heart for her. She pushed the wrong button. The thing is although I'm not heart broken in the least, now that I have actually faced it, only my pride is hurt. How could I have been so stupid to let myself to even like something like that? However as my dear friend explained to me once, love is something which is triggered. And just as fast as we fall in love, so too can this love turn to hate. Hope the slut dies of an overdose or something as stupid, she deserves nothing better.



Anyway, today I decided to go out with a friend who, thanks to the bitch, I have been ignoring. I picked her up and for some reason decided to go to Gozo, an island near Malta which will take about 20minutes by ferry. On the way there, we decided to change course and go to Popeye Village…the place where they shot Popeye the movie. Roaming around the place we entered this alchemist workshop where there was a stand for tarot reading and other fortune telling exhibits. On the way out I asked the manager why that place was empty and he explained to me the situation. Then he asked ‘why? Are you interested in the post?’ …. Apparently I got the job, which I’ll be starting next week…we’ll see how it goes. To me, dealing with people is extremely difficult. I’m quite an introvert, so this is a challenge for me. Wish me luck please!

So, today we celebrate Malta’s independence from the British Empire…what in all the Gods’ names is there to celebrate?! I have no clue, anyway, I spend last night watching the Couplings series, and slept at 2am and today I had to wake up early to go to work. We’re paid twice as we are usually paid, and get the hours we worked as extra leave. So I guess it’s quite worth it. Now I’m chating on MSN, trying to kill time until my sister comes. I hope that tonight I’ll go clubbing with her, we’ll see….

After getting pissed up with my current situation I decided to go out with a couple of friends of mine.



Today the clothes I ordered 5 months ago, arrived. They are so fucken great...the shirt is very unconfortable actually but anyway, they can be see in the main photo.



Ohhh I got so wasted. We ended up in this place called Footloose, which plays Latin music. I was so wasted....*feels so ashamed* I went pole dancing while they were playing Shakira *ohhh the shame*



It was a great night though, went home, passed out for 30minutes, changed my top and went to work.



This was wierd: none of the side effects resemble those related to alcohol poisining. I had a couple of hallucinations during the day, I was getting paranoid ALL the time and my jaw ached, enough that I couldn't eat well.



This was a bit funny. I went on one of my friends from work and asked her if she's laughing because of me....hello where the fuck is all this paranoia comming from?!

Heh, I spend these last 3 days cleaning my room. Now it's completely spotless. I'm so tiered though. I'm alone in my room, inhaling incense and listing to New Age music.

There’s no one to chat with on MSN, I can’t go out because I’m sick…I’m so bored :(

Today seems to be a very wasted day. All I done today was watching DVDs, burning CDs, crying and coughting....oh yes, this was funny, I started to cough as I was going down the stairs. I couldn't breath and nearly passed out. That would be a very sad way to die. I would have died broken hearted :(