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What a day today, got so many things done! I finished off early from work and went to see my parents. After I picked up Terrence and went to Valletta (the capital city) to buy a piercing. I needed a colourless piercing so I could wear it at work. Then I came here, washed clothes and the floor. Now I put on a face mask and I’m waiting for it to dry out :)



While waiting I was browsing through hi5 and VR and found a hot topic on hi5 deleted and the justification on VR.

Ideally, here I would write something like ‘a certain someone bla bla bla ‘ but Berny, I don’t know how to be a hypocrite. I say what I have to say straight forward. If I recall correctly, this whole trash talking started when you said on VR that I went out with Pam just because she’ll open her legs for me. I guess trying to picture my girl as a whore was an attack…but wait, you’re the all knowing feminist and I’m just a man, what do I know?

Oh look, a 3 and a half year relationship turned to ashes, the slut I dated tried to change all I am, my parents blamed me for loosing Daniela, I was very unhappy in my job and I wasn’t making any real money….let me go in a corner and slam my feet (…or delete a forum I started but lost an argument). Well I might done that when I was 3 MAYBE, but not when I’m 23. I fell in an abyss, lived life in hell but grown up stop feeling sorry for themselves and pick themselves up, learn from their mistakes and move on.

Now you might thing I really hate you, but if I did, I would have just ignored you or told you to fuck off but I didn’t. Hope you’re able to open your eyes and pick yourself up, for your own bloody sake! And while you’re at it, apologising for that stupid comment you put private, won’t be such a bad idea either.



Oh before I forget…I have to thank you Kiley for your advice on eye shadow. Eye liner works great! I tried it with both blue and red. I have to get a darker shade of red though, this one is lip coloured.

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hexica
20:15 Jan 30 2008

You are most welcome my darling Pav!

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Well, just as planned, the turn of the year was amazing. Highlights of the night:



Me and Pamela decided to ease each other’s blood lust, so we cut each other. Now I have ‘PAM’ engraved in my arm. As we didn’t have any alcohol pads, we used Vodka instead. Vodka with her blood…yummy.



Some fucken idiot opened the fire extinguisher right next to us and filled the area with this slippery fluid. (funny sight)



At the end of the year, we held each other and kissed. Fantastic way to start the New Year. I forgot the last time I was this happy. I love you always my Dark Goddess. Photos on Hi5 for anyone who’s interested. http://www.hi5.com/friend/photos/displayPhotoUser.do?ownerId=65063968&artistType=&photoFuid=00182520350300TlmRnO252035



Saw Brandon and jumped to hug him, at that moment he lifted me up and I nearly touched the sealing. Gods, you’re so fucken tall dude.



Fucken mobile drove me fanatic. All SMS’s were not being send or were sent twice. Mum also phoned me to say happy New Year. I couldn’t really understand the rest of the conversation…it wasn’t the alcohol, just the music was too loud…nice come back eh?



P.S. Regarding the last entry I made for 2007.



I also would like to thank the following:



My parents - for accepting my decision to leave the house (this is quite uncommon in Malta as people here are more traditional) and accepting me as a ‘Goth’.



Jonathan – my blood brother and a person I trust with my life. I love you a lot Ron (we call each other Ron and Reg after the Kray twins)



Angele, Marisa, Vanessa and Keith – for not only being great workmates but also great friends.



Happy 2008 everyone

Darkest Blessings