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This is my first entry, so please bear with me. Where to start. Currently I am in the middle of a divorce. No animosity, at least from me, just no passion in the marriage. Not sure if there ever was any. My ex and myself are polar opposites. She is sweet, wholesome pure & innocent. I am wicked, evil, mean & nasty. She is light to my dark. Not sure we can co-habitate any longer. For 14 years I have been repressing my true nature. I have been pretending to be something I'm not. I can no longer live a hollow, passionless life. I feel caged, and I must leave. Thank goodness we have no children.





As I sit and ponder, I wonder something though.

I am a dark person. Some would say evil. If so, then so be it. But if that is true. Can an evil person ever know love? Sure we can feel passion. We know lust. We can even care for some select people. But love is good. That is the opposite of evil.



As a being of darkness and evil, can I ever know true love. Even with someone as dark and evil as myself, would that work? Could we even love oneanother? Could we ever trust oneanther? Do all the things in my life have a shelf life, including relationships?



Perhaps it is my destiny to be alone, forever.

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borked
12:05 Oct 17 2008

LMFAO Nothing like introspection

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borked
12:13 Oct 17 2008

Any evil there is always a woman, come hell or high water.

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borked
12:37 Oct 17 2008

go hit on Daire, she's the queen of all evil on the rave lmao

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