I am young...very young. Only 6 months in the making. I am still having mild difficulty sustaining full control over the lust. It does get difficult especially when dealing with my human family. I was turned 6 months ago on the might of my sister's birthday January 3rd. I had to go outside to get some air. I always had to do that at parties. I got distracted by a cat across the street. I love cats. They are just so much like vampires that I had a natural attraction to them. I followed the cat about 4 blocks from our house and into a field surrounded by trees. I knew the place very well since i had been searching it since i was little for signs of vampires and so it meant nothing to me to venture into the trees after the cat. I went about 20 minutes into the forest when I heard him. Matic. Thats my sire's name. Matic...he was so handsome and my first thought was vampire. There was a glow about him and the way he moved was so feline. I wasn't sure but I stayed where I was and just let him come to me. He aske what i was doing out here again. I told him about the cat and then asked what he meant by again. He pretty much cemented my idea about his vampirism when he said he'd seen me in the woods and had watched me for a while. My mind told me to run. My body wanted me to run. I remember every single nerve in my body tingling. It was heady. But I didn't want to go. It was my chance to ask what it was like and actaully talk to a vampire. I didn't want to be one I just wanted to know. Matic told me that my mind didn't want to be a vampire but my soul cried out for him. Then he told me that when i had fallen when I was 16 and the branch scraped my leg, he had had to fight the urge to jump on me then. *looks at you* the cut was really bad. I had to have stitches up the side of my calf. Anyway, he said that was the first time he tasted me and he knew then that he would turn me when the time was right. I got scared then but I still didn't leave...I wanted to know if you meant what he was saying...the next thing I knew I was kissing him as he held me in his arms...then he bit. That was the most painful thing I had felt and I screamed as he pushed his fangs into my shoulder. It was very slow..then when he put his hand over my mouth I tasted blood and suddenly I wanted more. I latched onto his hand and lapped at every dropI could...after awhile he pulled his hand away and I turned around and threw up. Blood made me queasy back then...he had to let me drink more then he left. Just left me there in the middle of the forest to take the change on my own...I was there for two weeks feeding on anything that i could catch...then I went home and locked myself in my room because i wanted to drain my family. It was ridiculous but I couldn't control it. Then Matic came back to me. Only he didn't wait for me to come to the forest which I did every other night, he came into my room and spoke to me. We talked about my weakness and how his leaving made me stronger. Then he left again. I only see him about once or twice a month but I know he is always near to me.
Im feeling depressed so here comes a string of depressing poems
NO SEX SINCE 1955
A crusty Marine sergeant found himself at a gala event hosted by a
local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young
idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant for conversation.
'Excuse me, Sergeant Ferguson, but
you seem to be a very serious man. Is
something bothering you?'
'Negative, ma'am. I am just serious by nature.'
The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, 'It
looks like you have seen a lot of action.'
'Yes, ma'am, a lot of action.'
The young lady, tiring of trying to start
up a conversation, said, 'You
know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and
enjoy yourself.'
The
Sergeant just stared at her in his serious manner.
Finally the young lady said,
'You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong
way, but when is the last
time you had sex?'
'1955, ma'am.'
'Well, there you are.
You really need to chill out and quit taking
everything so seriously! I mean
no sex since 1955!
She took his hand and led
him to a private room where she
proceeded to 'relax' him several times.
Afterwards, panting for breath, she leaned against his bare chest and
said,
'Wow, you sure didn't forget much since 1955.'
The Sergeant, glancing at his watch, said in his serious voice, 'I hope
not, it's only 2130 now.'
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I enjoyed reading that very funny at the end. You did a very nice job writing this. I love it
I FINALLY MADE MOSQUITO!!! WHOOHOO!!! Now...to keep this up so I can actually do some cool stuff on here!
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