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05:18 Nov 16 2012
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read this... its an OLD one of mine, from another profile i had here way to long ago :(
BUT... it made me think of an earlier conversation we had..
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of my humanity
written: june 8 2007 5:00 pm central
darkness closes around
what is left of my humanity
i feel it squeezing, choking, suffocating me
and i am helpless
helpless but to watch and allow
tendrils ease into what was once
the fragile ground of my humanity
i feel the ability
to care
slipping away
shadows no longer choosing to dwell
only in the corners
now come full force into the open
growing darker
growing meaner
and i shall miss
the reality of my humanity
for the corners are now mine
the darkness has left me naught but
and it becomes more real to me
than any touch
any emotion
any one
did i let this happen to me
or did this let me happen to it
i am not sure
but i shall miss
the reality
of my humanity
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i DO understand
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Talyn
05:23 Nov 16 2012
and if you're still reading... heres another one of mine...
(untitled)
cut me now
deeper
hurry
i need the release
i need to feel SOMETHING
even if its the life flowing
from my veins
i need to see something
even if its the blood
dripping
and puddling
in the floor at your feet
grip tighter that which you hold
and RIP it from my chest
for it has always been in your hands
finish it
or fix it
but dont walk away
still holding it