Well, I finally did the deed with you....now what?!
We never knew it'd be like this and that so much of what they said would make sense....
I only want to make the right decision, but who's to say that ten years down the line we'll know it was the right one.....
So I'm left with a dilemma...
Remember it, cherish it, but never allowing myself to indulge again....Or......remember it, cherish it, indulge myself, and make you mine.....
Until I decide where do we stand....
Too many times has the blade crossed my wrist and not broken the skin.
My life a never ending circle of despair and heartache.
The tears keep falling though there are none left too cry.
My heart shattered broken beyond repair
Why I am the only one who suffers in a world where fitting in is encouraged.
My genuine character and good will weren't good enough.
The knife can go no deeper though you continue your stabbing relentlessly.
When my back is turned those friends are just quiet bystanders.
First alone, then together, then alone again once more.
I guess I am the one destined to be alone.
I seek no pity, for ot tears at my pride.
Just redemption and and someone to stand by my side.
I am outside the looking glass looking in.
It was only just now I realized it was my life I was peering at.
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Kyriele
15:50 May 26 2010
laugh...I find it hysterical...the last line:
Until "I" decide...where do we stand?
Absolutely, dear lips! You have your answer in your question. When YOU decide...then you follow your decision. Right or wrong in 10 yrs?? What started off as one..may turn into another. There are so many different paths and choices that you (or the two of you) will face in the future that even if the decision is right..it may go wrong by OTHER choices...not the one facing you now.
When in doubt...remember what Auntie Ky suggests:
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JUMP