I was just on Facebook and I saw your name pop up on the right..'people you may know' to add..and even though it's been a few years since me and him were together(real life together not internet together) and all this built up anger I have for him rose to the surface and I started crying. Some of y'all may remember me talking about him years ago when we were together, Terry. I loved him, he lived with me, my sis and my nephew..little did I know at the time when we first got together that he was a FUCKING ASSHOLE! He did drugs til he was so fucked up, he would get drunk and my stupid fucking ass thought I could change him. Ha! Little did I know he didn't want help..so for months that he lived with me, slept with me, made love to me(that is when he was able to get it up cause of all the fucking drugs he did), told me he loved me(course that was when he was high)..he lied to me, stole from me, made me feel like I was nothing, like I was 2 inches tall, treating me like shit.
And now I see he's sober has a wife, has his life on track.
And what pisses the FUCK out of me is he's not even sorry of what he did to me..he's made me lose my ablity to trust another man, I fear of what a new man that enters my life will turn out like, he's made me afraid to love again.
FUCK YOU TERRY! I FUCKING HATE YOU! HOW DARE YOU TREAT ME LIKE SHIT, STEAL MY LIFE AWAY!
I'm sitting on my sisters laptop watching my nephew while she's gone, and was gonna get on cam since hers has a webcam and mine doesn't, but then I thought..nah don't wanna scare everyone away from the site lol
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PandorasBx
18:12 Jan 11 2012
The fact that he isn't sorry really just indicates that he hasn't really changed at all. I'm sorry for what he put you through hun *Hugs tight*.
TLDG
01:19 Jan 12 2012
Thanks sweetie -hugs back-
And I find it funny how people are always saying 'karma is a bitch and will get you back' that's nothing but a load of bullshit cause if it were true he wouldn't be living the good life right now...no instead I'm the one who's alone, sad, miserable, and depressed half the time, hardly eats, waiting for the next guy to treat me like shit.
moonkissed
16:18 Jan 14 2012
If there is one thing I have learned it is that people do not change.
They change their habits and their style but if at the core they have always been a self serving prick then they will always be a self serving prick. His wife is either compatible with self serving pricks or she has adapted to life with a manipulative personality or their relationship is superficial.
fagedaboudit.