Hello. My awakening took place about 20 years ago, when I was quite young. I'm grateful for the books and sites I found back then, they were helpful in helping me get an idea of the VC and how others practice. For a few years after my awakening I followed a fairly Right Hand Path and I had started to believe my vampiric nature was some sort of spiritual weakness or perhaps a manifestation of an emotional wound or poor mental health.. so I was constantly working to heal myself. Over the years I have worked hard to heal myself and I find I am in a good place now. I've worked on spiritual development and have been in therapy, I've overcome a lot. Though, my vampiric nature remains. So I have come to accept this part of me; I now work to integrate it and learn all I can through this reconciliation. I have also finally begun to get involved with the VC. This profile and journal mark my first steps out of the shadows.
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