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I have the moon within my gaze

I look to see the stars ablaze

Afeeling of wonder like the mist

Oh how I've longed for ypur sweet kiss

To finally see and be with you

Is just like a dream come true.

And how the flame burns so bright

You are my wolf on this night

I've waited so long to hear your howl

And such joy I feel to hear it now.

So throw back your head and let it break threw,

Forget the Mundane life you thought you knew

And with our hands entwine

I finally make you mine.

(this poem is writen by Alfred Lord Tennyson, It reminded me of how I felt when I left IL, but of course I'm going bsck now so I'm not sad any more,but I decide to share it anyways)



Tears, Idle tears,I know not what they mean,

Tears from the depth of some divine despair.

Rise in the heart and gather to the eyes,

In looking on the happy autumn fields,

And thinking of the days that are no more.

(I wrote this for a friend who's boyfriend of 3 years dumped her for a slut, my friend seemed to change a lot after that so I wrote this for her and 2 months later she went out with this guy who had a crush on her since middle school. They are still together and very happy. so here it is, Heart Break)

As you bleed moon tears through the windows to your soul.The containment of love crumbles from the deception.

And as you fetal closer together, because your spirit feels the care evaporating,the windows once beautiful and full of estacy begin to dull.



Now your shrine to thought, so clear and sure, fills with the confusion of what you once thought was truth.

The jacket you were sold, once tan from sun's gold, whitens as though from snow,



Why did he have to be so cold

Why are you yearning to feel END creep through your body?Why do you feel as though everythings emptied, blackened, and died inside?



And as you feel the needles of sadness, angier,pain,and betrayal be pushed deeper within you, the light in morning sky sets.



At least you have made it through another day.

Try to live through the night.

In the mirror I see myself

and yet I see a lie

the world sees a beautiful thing

But they don't see me cry

I keep it all within myself

so even I don't see

The part of me that stays locked up

And I've thrown away the key

Maybe someday it will pass

And just be a phase

But until that time so far away

The misery and the grief stays