It's been a very long time since I last logged in here. I still miss our Doe. And life has definitely changed a lot.
I'm divorced again, moved to a new state and a new city 2 1/2 years ago, and neither myself nor my son have really looked back. Life is far too short to waste somewhere you're not happy, because that's a slow form of suicide. And I refuse to go down that road again. It's so beautiful here where we are now, and both of us have grown and blossomed (maybe because it's so rainy in the PNW *lol*) which makes all of the pain I've had to go through in order to make this happen worth it.
I found my Person here, as well as the city of my heart. Me - the person who swore that they would never live in another city as long as I lived. But this city? Doesn't really feel like a city at all most of the time. And I'm so close to the ocean that I can easily make my pilgrimages to the seaside. It's very different living on the West Coast. Maybe if I had come here before I wouldn't have been able to appreciate it as much as I do now. Everything happens for a reason, right? ;)
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Joli
20:20 Oct 29 2024
Hello, sweet lady. Welcome back. You're not alone. Many of us have had our paths change and we've peeked back inside these walls again. Message any time. Good to see you.