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Not even asking for much, just want closure. Falling into my own individual hell. Right at this moment I look at my pictures. God I don't know how I survived but I did. All I can do now is just smile. Now I'm not completely relaxed about it, but lookin deeply in my eyes I can see how beautiful my own soul is. So smooth like water. How I feel is like I'm flying high. Calmingly sailing on clouds. No longer in denial. Look in my eyes you'll see the key to my soul...

I hate it when you're mad..... Much less when you're sad. I hate when you mumble, cause I can't hear a word you say. I love when you call, that voice is reassuring to me. I love the fact that you love me. I got the best friend anyone could ever ask for.... On the phone, I hate when we have to hang up. I just wanna reach through the phone, and pull you through. I've only seen a few pictures.... Honestly, I have never seen someone so beautiful. Sometimes I can only stutter when I'm talkin to you. The only thing to come out straight is I love you. I do love you. Like Selena Gomez said It comes Naturally. I love the excitement and chills things about you make me feel. Some things I wouldn't dare mess with, but I trust you to the fullest with mine. I love you Lye. I appreciate you, my very best friend. I love you. Please be mine.....

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ladyinchains
07:02 Jun 24 2016

thats how i feel about my best friend

i could never live without hearing her voice or seeing her beautiful face she is my rock when i need someone to lean on or to even listen when i need to vent shes always there for me

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You can't spell families without lies.



You can't choose water over blood, because



blood is thicker than water, but honey is thicker



than blood... And baby, you are my Honey.

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ladyinchains
07:03 Jun 24 2016

very good

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I wish you were here. I say that every time we talk.



I wish I could show you how much I mean those words.



I love you. I say those three words when we talk. I don't



know how else to tell you that I love you so much. No



words can really express how much I love you. I love you



isn't good enough, nor is forever... If there was another word



for love, I'd tell you something different.



Love is practically overrated. I have no words to place that word.



Forever is overused. It is also a lie.



But, reaching into your heart, I can feel and taste how much you



truly love me. Hearing your voice, makes me realize that you



were the one for me from the very beginning.



You had asked, "What do you see in me?" Maybe, some thing similar...



I had told you, "I honestly don't know, but I do love you." "In a past life,



I probably told you the same thing, and I want to spend the rest



of my life trying to find it." I love you and I miss you Always Eternally..

I got hit by a car....



I flew fifty feet up in the air....



I saw the angels, and said, "Duecez Up."



I hit the ground, and woke up.....

I can't seem to shake the stress... The Faeries told me to let go and willingly move forward. I gotta have that liberation..



Damn, I'm screaming and crying so loud.... I'm grieving the loss of my mother, who left this world... I'm staring into that mirror. I start throwing punches, but all I get is a million reflections of myself, staring right back at me.. I'm standing there with busted up knuckles, bleeding endlessly all over the carpet... I'm losing my sanity, going completely insane. What's breakthrough without breakdown?



Oh wait, it's another thought going through me... No tears are falling, I'm not yelling, my hands aren't bleeding, there's no shattered mirror.... I'm letting that energy flow out. I'm just taking that step forward into the future without her.







I love you Mom... I miss you dearly... You will forever be in My heart.... Rest in Peace My Beautiful Angel.

A demonic angel in the midst of Heaven.



A true saint underneath, trying to break free of



the abyss to walk silently among the world.

I'm standing there faced with a decision. I'm holding a gun in my hand, staring at myself in the mirror. I can no longer hear the echoes. No tears rolling down my face. The hard times are over; All there is to do is smile and embrace the future. I'm staring at my reflection, I raise the gun, and pull the trigger. I said "Sweet Dreams" to the past and walked away.

You're the angel in my eyes. The angel in my heart. Hold me please. Love with you is a whole new meaning. My angel at heart, you got me drowing in this wonderful sea of love. My dear angel you make my soul feel so beautiful. You make my heart rise. The light inside of me shines so brightly. Everything about you is beautiful. The wings on your back, the halo above your head, tell me you're the angel in my heart. Tell me you're the angel who swims in my soul. Tell me angel that you love me, cause I love you. I may not be good enough, but give me the chance to prove that I'll be everything that you need. Now look into my eyes so I can tell you that you're the angel in my heart.

I still love you...



I still feel you...



I still miss you..



I still have memories of you...



I still can't let go...



I still love you boo...



I'll still do anything for you.



I'm still sorry for what I did to you...



I'm sorry for a lot of things...



I wish I never left in the first place...



I still wish I never said those things...



I'm still hurting and longing for you...



I'm sorry I make you so mad and I'm so



sorry for hurting you... But I still love you,



For everything that you are... You mean



everything to me, and you still do.



I still love you.



I still feel you.



I still miss you.



I still have memories of you.



I still can't let go.



I'll still do anything for you.



I still love you, but the thing is do you still feel the same?

The way I've been feelin these past few days. I'm ready to put childish things behind me and grow up the way I should've a long time ago. It's so weird to feel this way and I'm scared out of my mind, yet I'm proud.. I know it's that time to do so... My star has been guiding me right and I've hit a few black holes... I've drowned deep in the ocean.... My body slowly floating up as the sun shines through... The angels sing and swoop down, receiving me and having me believe that I'll live. This is the moment I've been waiting for, and it's come.. I'll make the best of my life, cause I don't want to die knowing I didn't live fully. This is my moment and it's my time to come. The little girl inside me has burned and died... Now a woman sprouting from the ashes; Like a Pheonix when it's newly born... This is my time.. I died and now, I live...

Freedom...

Something we all want... no matter what it is from...

In a way, we all wish we could be someone or something to be free..

Some just stop wishing and lose faith that things will never change.We hope that when we cross the road a car will hit us, so we fly into the air and take our last breath. Maybe, even jump off a ledge into a river and never come back up. As we struggle for our last breaths, some of become increasingly happy because we are being set free. Then, there are the times when we come out of our dreams still wishing we could be free, like the bird that flies in the sky.