May 2, 2013 6:38 AM
There is pretty much fuck-all going on at the moment in my life, but for whatever reason, I felt like posting a journal entry. Then again, “nothing going on” tends to be a common theme in my entries, lol.
I don’t know … I wish I had more of a life, but getting one isn’t as easy as it may sound, at least not for me. I look around and see how seemingly simple it is for everyone else to make friends and such, but for me, it seems like a dead end. The fact that I despise alcohol and drugs likely doesn’t help that cause, of course, because let’s face it: Good luck finding others who feel the same way, lol.
I’ve been getting the itch once again to find another job. I haven’t been rigorously looking or anything, but I’m getting tired of a few things where I am. I guess we’ll see what happens.
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DireConsequences
03:16 May 04 2013
*hugs* I really hope you can "find a bit of a life" although it's probably there or could be. I know I been having a horrible time becoming friends with people in the area I live in. It's driving me crazy. I'm a bit lonely. =[ I'm here for you! I hope you know that!
SuicideDoll
13:04 May 04 2013
Thanks - and you as well.
Yeah - as I said, it seems so easy for everyone else to make friends, etc., but it just doesn't come easily to me, I guess. I suppose my limitations (lack of real hobbies to do and such) are a major factor there.
DireConsequences
14:44 May 08 2013
Have you tried getting "into" something that perks your interest? =] *huggles*
SuicideDoll
14:29 May 09 2013
I have, but I suppose that's kind of the problem: a real lack of things that interest me enough to pursue. There's really only one thing I can think of and I haven't found much of it anywhere, lol.
DireConsequences
00:12 May 12 2013
What's that, hun?
SuicideDoll
12:38 May 12 2013
I was thinking of joining a dart league. I used to really enjoy darts, but haven't played in years. As I said, though, I've had difficulty finding anything around here. I'm sure there is something around, but I haven't really been able to dig it up.