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The Dead Man's Walking

Tranquil blue and billowy white, turns gray and dark, hint of night.

Spring showers gone, rocks of ice, things outside will pay the price.

Quietness, stillness, sirens sound. Heart racing, to the underground.





Gentle breeze, soft and warm, turns violent, cold, funnel form.

Electric blue brightens the dark, sounds like the world's being torn apart.

Protective walls secure all around, blown to bits, fall to the ground.





Chaotic, loud, cover your ears, close your eyes and feel your fears.

Eternity, eternity, so long, but so fast, will this day be my last?

Then silent, still, is it gone? What if I move, what if I'm wrong?





The stench of mud and wet grass, electric sparks and broken glass.

It took the trees, it took the homes, it shattered lives and broke some bones.

It has no guilt and no remorse, just takes what it wants while on it's course.





Listen close, nature's talking, it just might mean the "Dead Man's Walking".

A fire is burning from a house down the street

Flames dancing around with deadly heat

The smoke is like demons playing in the sky

Singing a song called "The Death Lullaby"

Flames and smoke rush into each room

Smothering the hallway with deadly fumes

The cat is meowing and praying for help

As flames surround it, it screams one last "yelp"

In a distant room, you can hear a baby cry

As the demons sing thier song called "The Death Lullaby"

Love is a razor

Cutting deep

With every fight

A poisonous bite

Drip

Drip

Dripping

Into the veins of those

Who sing the song of love

Venom screams

Through the mind

With every lie

Every cry

Why do they sigh

The song of love

It's captivity

entering in

Never to escape

Scream for help

Noone answers

Slow death to those

Who belong

Belong to the song of love.

If I could create a place,

Where gentle breezes soothe your soul,

And your inner child plays...

I'd take your hand and lead you there.



As you close your eyes,

The power of your dreams becomes your guide.



Within this place troubles don't exist...

Open your mind and hear the voices.

They are you screaming for freedom.

Tame the beasts, for you are the creator.

And only you alone, can release the pain.

Sometimes I feel like the world's at an end.

When you've noone to talk to,

Not even a friend.

I sit on my steps, feeling rain on my face,

Remembering your words, "I need my space."

I watch as the people walk solemnly by.

I think of your face, and try not to cry.

Staring ahead, I then have the fear,

That this moisture I'm feeling,

Isn't rain, but my tears.



(1984)

Screaming into emptiness,

A friendship torn apart.

Noone here to listen to

The contents of my heart.



Reaching into everything,

Pulling out nothing.

Dead in an alive body.

Am I losing my mind?



The heart dies.

The brain numbs.

Noone.

Sharing lives became a struggle

To stay alive individually.

Instead of love,

Walls were built.



Too much time alone.

Inside thoughts that cannot be shared

With a person seldom there in presence,

Never there in mind.

Even presence is emptiness,

When there is anger inside.



Struggle to keep faith.

All hope is gone.

Body is weak.

Lack of heart.

The body slowly dies.

The heart and mind couldn't find truce.



Trying to make a future that will never be.

Minds collided.

No longer are they one.

Uncertain future.

Emptiness.

Noone.



Crying for a shoulder.

Only an angry face.

Hurt.

Pain.

Thrown at each other,

A dead on hit.



Missing the most important ingredient

For a complete fulfilled life together.

Communication.

Unconditional love.

Compassion.

Understanding.

A friend.

A partner.

For life.

All is hidden.

Invisible.

Nonexistant?



So much bleeding.

Just bleed.



How much lost before it stops?

Outside forces killing them?

NO!

They are killing each other.

Stabs in the back.

More bleeding.

Who can stop the pain?



Someone help.

I am dying.

Noone.

Screams inside.

Screams aloud.

Too weak.

Bleed.

Numb again.

Cannot think.

What did I say?

Why am I here?

Shut the fuck up.



Die.

One piece at a time.

Alone.

Cry inside.

Tears fall outside.

Drying there, unwiped by a loved one.

Remnanats of a broken heart.



A promise broken.

For better or worse?

Worse than the worst.

Hope for love - gone.

Understanding - none.



Richer or poorer?

Strive to be one,

Lose them both.

Richer in wealth,

Poorer in love,

Or rich in love,

Poor in wealth?

Work is time.

Time is love.

Time is lost.

Love is lost.

Time management never considered.



More pain.

Anyone here?

Anyone hear?

Someone please answer.

Help.

Talk to me.

So alone.

Afraid.

Bleeding.

Dying.



This prison is my own.

Alone.

Noone.

Just bleed.

Just die.



Is this a dream?

No.

This is my life.

Lived for another.

Taken away.

Who am I now?

Do I even exist?

Fragments of uncertain emotions

And particles of restrained dreams

Into threads of desire

With illusions of love

Are weaving...

Angrily chime

Are oceans of time

As rivers of sadness

Spill emotions of madness

And so amends

Purity's end...

Shadows beyond a crimson moon

Where the echos of a broken heart dance...

Remnants of laughter once known

Shattered dreams never given a chance...

Take a walk on that thin line

Between fantasy and reality.

Fate is the same in both worlds,

But do I exist in either?

"When you are too focused on what you already know, you shut the door to things you can still learn..."



-Me

"Sometimes you need to look deep into something to acknowledge the simplicity of the answer that lies on the surface..."



-Me

Test the world of confusion

As you explore the ancient mind

And the over-powering frustration

Of a lesson learned.