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As of late i've been studying demons (actually, been studying about them for longer than i can remember.) not sure what i'm looking for, if there is something i'm looking for or if there's even a reason i waste so much time on it.



I don't really believe in angels although i do believe that everything has an opposite, so of course there has to be a being that is opposite to a demon.



I'm still unsure about some things i have been told in the past though, people having demons but for no apparent reason, the demon doesn't harm them or kill them?



Still...i've never come across a demon and i hope to never come across one. Spirits are one thing, demons are something i'll never be prepared for or even understand. I can study all i want but it only leads to different types of demons, demon intentions or people that summon them for their own greed.



Mainly of course...The stuff that no one is supposed to know.

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LadyN
03:23 May 10 2012

"people having demons but for no apparent reason, the demon doesnt' harm them or kill them?"



Those are cacodemons. in the left hand path, it is believed that demons are our brothers and sisters. The demons still have to be treated with respect and they may harm or kill you if you disrespect them. There is one cacodemon assigned to every person. That cacodemon is considered part of the person. The demon helps because it benefits them for the person to do well as they are the person.

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I keep receiving emails from some unknown person, i'm not new with computers, i build my own computers, as well as program them. Nothing i do can help me find out who this person is.



The first email they sent they explained they had a 'gift' and they basically told me about my past and also a few things that would happen in the future. they said they would be in contact again but for now they only want me to know they exist. Everything they told me, came true and was 100% correct.



Second email was a warning that an evil spirit has been sent to harass me, someone was using black magic against me as well as other people without a reason. They didn't give me any details on the person that sent the spirit, but maybe the spirit is the evil being i sense?



They went on to say in the email that i have to be careful these next few weeks because this person that targeted me doesn't like me, but either way i don't fear them. I'm not scared nor angry.



All i have to say is that i'm confused as to who the mysterious person is that's emailing me and why someone would target me. I can't reply to the emails, there's no way to track where they come from. All i can do is wait and try to put the pieces together.



If this evil spirit is the evil i've been sensing then obviously i need to get rid so i can help the spirits that are trying to contact me.



One last thing to add to the experiences. Last night i heard faint talking and the only way i can describe it...is as if someone had lost their temper and grunted? Moments after that i sensed something coming towards me and i automatically sat up in bed slightly nervous. I really did expect something to hit me, the feeling was that real.



That's all for now.

Didn't say much about myself on my page. So if you're reading this, it's just some random information.



My name is kinzie. I'm a gamer, I chose solitude over a social life. Some people see me as stuck up due to the fact i'm picky about who i speak to. All of that is due to the fact that when i go out, i either like being around someone, or i don't. No grey areas. I also make sure they know, I don't hide it.



I'm trained in psychology so that and my instincts help me decide who i speak to. I'm also able to pick up on lies but i use that to my advantage. If someone lies to me, i don't tell them i know, i use it to base a profile on them. I make profiles of everyone i know and i never forget, any grudges i may develop, stay with me and i always get revenge.



I'm a very calm person and i'm very wise for my age. I've experienced a lot in my life and i've learned a lot of things. I've been brought up to accept that there is more to the world than what we see and in a strange way it calms me.





My psy-vampire part of me;



I admit that i do feed off of people without asking, not on purpose. I have no control over it, which is why i'm on this site, looking for guidance with that matter. I am a pretty dark person, My view on the world is dark and i have no regrets in life. I have been known to use people to get more people to surround me, it's how i find new sources to, i guess you could say, target.

Just a little insight into some of the experience's i've had with the paranormal. These are only the bits that stand out, i'm sure you'll see why.



1, Before my parents died i had dreams of them in coffins exactly 1 week before their deaths.



2, After my parents died i was sat in my cousin's kitchen drawing (i was only young) and i remember seeing my mom outside the window with a halo but with only one wing, so i drew her, upset a lot of people.



3, I used to be afraid of walking around downstairs in my cousins house at night. All of the bedrooms were upstairs and whenever i went downstairs to the kitchen, i would sense someone standing in the living room, as if they were waiting for me.



4, I had a 6ft x 4ft mirror, lift off of the wall over the top of the ornaments and what-not that i had on my fireplace. It fell to the ground but did not smash. When i finally got the nerve to pick it up, the letters J and H were carved into the glass.



5, i was woken by a scream, it was that loud i panicked and threw all my pillows and covers over my head to try blank out the noise. No one else in the house heard it. It was that real i got a migraine and also was shaken up by it.



6, My German Shepherd was in my living room with me when he seemed to start playing and looking up as if someone was stood there playing with him. I got a cold shiver and my curtains and blinds started to move. (This was when i had my own place. later that day, every bulb upstairs in my home exploded one after the other after hearing footsteps in my bedroom above my living room.)



Last of the most notable incidents; I used to stay in the annex to my cousin's house. So no one else was downstairs at the time. I was laying in bed about to fall asleep when shadows started to move around the room. Within an instance i sat up, which only seemed to cause more drama as knocking on the bathroom door started. At which point i left the annex and sat on my cousins stairs.

The more these shadow's, streaks of white light, cold breezes and sense of someone else in the room happens, the more i'm sensing a deep sadness. I've noticed there are angry people around in spirit form but there are also sad spirits.



I try to speak out to them but the evil is over-powering. As soon as i open up to try understand why they are trying to get my attention, the evil being overwhelms me so i back off.



It seems what i once feared is now just a common feeling to me. I refuse to let them taint me with their negative emotions.



It all leads me to think though...

Why is this single evil being here?

Is it the cause of the other spirits being sad or angry?

Why does it not feel like anything i've experienced before and why is it, it's constantly around me, unlike the other 'normal' spirits.



Of course i try not to think about it. I don't want to feed the evil being, or whatever it is. So all i can do is wait for some sort of sign as to what 'it really is.