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Ok, so I recently left my husband, like in June, officially, though we'd been living apart since March because I had to go out of town and take care of my grandmother. Well, I took my youngest daughter over to spend the night Saturday, so of course Sunday I had to go back and pick her up.

A couple of weeks ago, he asked me if I still loved him...The look on my face gave him the answer and it wasn't the one he was hoping for. So now, instead of being nice and keeping his mouth shut like before he asked, he's being a total ass wipe.

He started in on me about how I'm trying to recapture my youth and blah blah blah. Which i'm not...I just feel like now that I'm away from him, I can just be me. I can wear what I want, be myself, go do the things I want, etc.

I could see it in his eyes that he's still really pissed and hurt that I left him. Well, if he's gonna sit and dwell on it, thats his problem. He's just pissed cuz he cannot control me and constantly talk shit anymore. I'm not his and it kills him. I think its amusing.

I no longer feel as if I have to wear lounge clothing to run errands or go grocery shopping. I can wear as much or as little makeup as I want and there is no one to harp on me about it. God forbid I looked good to go to the store when I was with him...If I did, then it was obvious I was leaving to do something other than shop, like cheat. What an idiot. nd he sits around and wonders why I left.

Its funny...I met someone recently and mentally and emotionally,I feel closer to him than I think I ever did to the idiot. How I ever loved that man is beyond me. I guess it had a lot to do with the fact that he chased me, then I chased him...I also had a very low self esteem for a long time. That problem is being rectified. I'm a beautiful, intelligent person nd I need someone who can appreciate me for me. I don't want to be with some alcoholic jackass that ignores me for a fucking computer game or bunch of old fuckers at the local bar. I don't need someone to lie to me about their meth habit when its obvious that they have 1 and they are on it when they come home from work. I hated it when the idiot pretended I was a dumbass and wouldn't notice the fact that his lip was twitching from meth use when he walked in from work. That went on for about 6 months, with me questioning him about it daily. I was a drug addict. In fact I did most of what I did with him and his group of friends, how he thought I wouldn't know his reactions to drugs is beyond me.



Anyway. He started asking me stupid questions like did I join some internet dting service or something. He then proceeded to inform me that he'll sue me for adultry if I finds out I've slept with anyone while we're still married. Come on DICK! Get over it already. I've left you. We are done! There are 2 reasons I still have contact with this fucker...#1) we have a child together. #2) Most of my belongings are still in his house. Soon there will only be one reason to be in contact with him, our child. If it weren't for those 2 things, he would have been cut out of my life. In the future, that might just happen nyway. We'll have to wait and see. Knowing him, he'll end up in prison and I won't have to worry about it anymore.

ANYWAY! I just had to get that out of my system...NEXT