During the warm Summer, Sunday evening
of yesterday, light reclined over your lone
highlights that sparkle golden as the ring
of stars on a mid-night bay, before they are mown
with the breath of cloudy sweet chills blown
down your spine with a gentle
sway-in-motion
as you smile wider, and larger than Andomeda
beneath its watchful eye, and our universe:
your vision - as its cosmic sight elongates
the horizon with its gallery of art, deemed ephemeral,
yet fades not in spirals hooded by swirls of black.
In abstract flight, blue gleams from outer space
and falls victim to gulfs of your midnight, drowsy sight,
where the spirits of lost virtue light with fires
of our Milky Way as existence revels beneath
your smile, brighter than the embroidery of Orion.
Hinder the binds
of a brittle sarcophagus:
furls of yellow-white
suffocating the sightly remains
painted on the walls of a tomb;
red on yellow on stone,
leaking pulp through each crevice
like nose blood
on a dirty lip.
Bloody bubbles
pop
away the silence
through frothy screams
down the corridor
caked with centuries of unmarred dust.
Is someone awake?
Soft, yet powerful,
a faint echo of our song pulses
to a beat that time cannot recall,
reverberating through my mind
to remind me that you were always there,
but never to listen.
Its calm lyrics are unclear, yet I shiver
as they crescendo
and your forte
has just become a fortissimo
that drowns out the fragile quivering of my mezzo piano.
Back and forth, side by side
our harmonies clash and weave
but never sound just right,
like the composer couldn't decide
on a single tune to reside on.
As it nears the double bars
it slows to a soft, poignant ritard
that finishes in a long-held fermata;
but then our song returns to its beginning phrase
as if it ends in a neverending repeat.
And its soft, powerful, pulsing beat
follows along to the metronome of my heart.
I am hollow,
a moon-dried skin
seeking refuge in the back of your mind
and finding shelter
among the seamless guilt that consumes you
in pieces,
like a thousand angry butterflies,
making a feast of your tainted flesh
and playing your intestine like a meat harp
(which clashes with the soundless screams
of children raped by your voice)
It all overflows as a river of white noise,
plaguing your innards
with turgid apocalypse
until the butterflies have nothing left to feed on
but my timid emotions
that had once been your draft,
and now lay idly on your bottom lip
because you couldn't hold them down.
And I still have heart-shaped bruises
left by your fist on my (otherwise infallible) canvas
when I cowered in fear and embarrassment
at your drunken rage,
only you were drunk on my proclivity to flinch
at the ghost of my father in your face.
A din of crimson bone shatters the air,
followed by my crackling shell,
blank as your bleeding visage
that lies mangled in a puddle of skin and sound
with remnants of a sharp-toothed grin
(your soul is my vessel
and I will drink deep).
She was made of porcelain,
a melodic superior
to the harmonies that
swam over her alabaster curves
with all the wrong intentions; they could only dream
of hair so coiffed and white, lips
full and succulent. And the perverse way
they dove into the twin, cerulean seas
on either side of her bridge
would blind anyone
who was any less than perfect.
She was made of porcelain.
How else could a small girl grow from
a dragon's womb,
callous and fiery, an abyss of
violent depression, and come out
painted like heaven?
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