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Trying to figure out what is going on inside my head and how I can complete everything that is expected of me. But sometimes there just is not enough of me to go around. Full time student, mother, wife, caregiver. I just don't have anymore time for me left in the day but somehow and someway I seem to make that time. Not certain how though.



Yesterday was a scary day and one that it will be hard to forget to a point. The first time that I have ever witnessed someone go from being a cuddly bear to being homicidal and suicidal with the drop of a pin.



I knew that from past times that the military can leaves lasting imprints on your mind. Like with the various wars that have gone on but I did not realize just how bad it could actually get or how bad it actually was. UNTIL last night.

Well dad seems to be doing better then what I thought after looking at the incision last week. The doctors said that it was not infected but that the body was rejecting the staples used to close the incision. 4 more weeks of wearing the shoulder sling and then its time for PT.



Waiting on the paperwork to come back to tell us what is going on with his PTSD for the military. Sometimes I think that I need the doctor instead of him lol. But I am glad that all of it will be straightened out soon.

You know its one thing to have people stir up crap but when you barely know these people and you somehow end up in the middle of their little game is just stupidity.



FRIENDS please know that my kismet is not directed at any of you.