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I laugh and then play pretend

and yet am still so empty

every time you go away I can see

you have become an unremovable part of me

I cry as midnight passes leaving my hands

empty with blood stains

of someone else

I cry because i betray

that which is not mine

I wear my mask again my dear

and yet I fear, the time is near

that I must go. I have no more

to hope for

the game is hollow

it provides nothing for me

i hunger still

each part of me follows your scent until

eternity brings us together again.

It's never fair, dear one

no one ever said it would be

I watch you grovel there before me

with no reason than to beg



I offer up my self before and

whisper softly through your hand

as its pressed against my mouth

It's never fair, these words I dare



It's never fair to have such desires

and sit so still beside those fires

never being quite inclined to dance

for you and feel the trance , its true



It's never fair

It's really not

to dream this dream

I haven't got

I feel myself

fall back to rot

and wish for nothing

It's never fair

....

suppose I do not care.

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NLA
16:40 Jun 15 2010

It's never fair yet still I try

Not to be bitter, but

If I say I'm not, I lie.

It's never fair

Yet again I lie.

If I say I do not care.

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