I have thought about death everyday for the past 8months. Ever since the accident, my days are spent thinking about, planing, even executing threats to tempt death. I have failed, when again human instinct is to live. Death has favored me in ways I can not begin to explain, however it does not stop my urges to join my soul with those of souls who have ascended. I belong here on earth for now but the day will come when death disfavors my existence and takes me away. I am not at harm to myself or others. I know when enough is enough, these thoughts are simply overwhelming. |
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