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Mkay. So I know my "friends" Have talked about me behind my back at one point in there life. Probably why I have so few friends anymore because I don't stay around to be buddy buddy with some two face bitch. BUT. If you're my friend and have talked about me behind my back. Read this.. There's very few people this note doesn't apply to. Which would be Alanna naturally, Lisa Matt, Sam. Most of my guard girls And a few others. Not listing the few good friends I have left. But. If you've been a backstabbing whore to me. Read this, and do me a favor and get out of my life.



I've been to hell and back. I spill shit, trip and embarrass myself. I can't just flutter my fucking eyes and get whatever the hell I want. My life is messed up, BIG DEAL. I've been through more shit than you've seen on TV. I guarentee I've been through more shit than you. NOBODY'S PERFECT. I've been LIED TO, CHEATED ON, and had my heart STOLEN, SHATTERED, and TAMPERED with. I've fucked up, fucked people up and been fucked up. But every hit was worth it because I felt it. I knew it was REAL. Life is real and I'm living it wrong every damn day of my life. I'm fucking up my furture royally, and doing everything I possibly can opposite of what I should. But do I regret anything? NO. I don't regret one damn thing. Because, at one fucking point in my life, everything I did, was exactly what I WANTED, and I got my FUCKING SATISFACTION. I'm not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't alyways STAY in PLACE. And I don't always look PRETTY. I'm really CLUMSY and sometimes I have a BROKEN HEART. My friends and I sometimes FIGHT and maybe somedays nothing goes right, but when I THINK about it and take a STEP BACK. I REMEBER how AMAZING my life truely is. And that MAYBE....just MAYBE i like being UNPERFECT. My life is mine and no stupid bitches or immature people like you can FUCK it up for me anymore. I'm the REAL DEAL, I eat when I'm bored, I'm VULNERABLE to convincing lies. I LAUGH when I can, APOLOGIZE when I should, and I LET GO of what I can't change. Just because I'm not speaking, doesn't mean I have nothing to say. I'm UNPREDICTABLE and SPONTANEOUS.JUDGE ME? I'll prove you WRONG. TELL ME what to do, and I'll TELL YOU OFF. Say I'm NOT WORTH IT, and watch WHERE I END UP.SCREW ME OVER, and I'll do it to you TWICE AS BAD. But GO AEAHD, TRY YOUR BEST...at this point, I'd LOVE to see you try and fucking BREAK ME.. I got news for those who try. You won't win. All I'm going to say to you backstabbers, heartbreakers, cheaters, liars, whores, childish people. Is don't play games with someone that knows how to play it better. Cos bitch, I don't need you in my life, the only people I need in my life are the ones that prove they need me in theirs.



I am WHO I AM. Your APPROVAL, ISN'T NEEDED. Trust me.