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03:50 May 27 2013
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Write your actions in such a way you don't regret them later. Let the things you do define you, not the things you say.


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Lying? Why would i mention that? Oh. I know... It's because I want to lie about that myself.

16:56 May 26 2013
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"I lied ? what did i lie about?"



"I didn't lie, I told you everything up front"



"I don't need to share everything with you!"



"Fine, I understand what I did, I was wrong and I'm sorry."



"I did it because I though it was the best solution at the time!"



"but I didn't lie"



"I understand what I put you through.."



"You believe what you WANT i've already told you my side"



yeah... lets find out where credibility of action comes into question, and one can't be adult enough to understand the concept of what happens when "crying wolf" takes effect.



take responsibility to clear the air for the person you love?



Why?



it's not your problem!



Why would you ever want them to feel comfortable and enable them to move past the garbage you put them through?!



How truly difficult this is...



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10:36 May 26 2013
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It's FUNNY, how my girl's 'friend' who has been a major impacting factor on our relationship; lies about her cheating on him with me to multiple people including myself(while he vents to me about being with her)... and I'm the asshole, because I am not okay with this.



I guess my wanting to know why things don't add up is just TOO MUCH truth from anyone to handle.





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am I really the only person that doesn't fit into VR's immoral compass anymore?


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EyesLikeTunnels
EyesLikeTunnels
14:38 May 26 2013

Oh you fit in just fine here. ;)





 

02:54 May 17 2013
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Anyone know of any (okay to good) quality external cams? The non arm or leg costing ones? Thanks.


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Erulastiel
Erulastiel
03:27 May 17 2013



Most I come across are rather cheap.

The only brand I'm aware of personally that works fairly decent is "Logitech."




BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
10:34 May 17 2013

Yes Logitech do a great range and very reasonable.





Slain
Slain
11:39 May 19 2013

Ah... thanks a lot.



I suppose I would look into them if I actually was the one that needed one.



Who knows? Maybe this info will not go to waste.





 

15:16 May 15 2013
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All of a sudden... today's going to be a typical repetition of garbage that's already been discussed.



And I'm an asshole for it.



Why waste time on me?



I'm clearly not worth the effort of a few button presses. Let alone words being kept.


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Oh you think so? Fine....

15:17 May 14 2013
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I am aware that people will choose what they will, regardless of guidance. Meh... in any case...



I was thoroughly upset and angered by something occurring that affected me and I had clear control over. So... when I request for something to be done that will undoubtedly avoid this from repeating; Am not listened to, which results in it occurring once again. :: chuckles:: You best believe I'm going to be angry. And now... days after my angry outburst, I am approached with the expectation of me apologizing for my reaction to such a situation.



So, to avoid the typical cliche's of "Are you actually serious?" and "Are you f-ing kidding me?!" Let me attempt it your way, since you 'think' i should be sorry. Logically, what I did, and what I am sorry for is what comes to mind.



So... here it goes everyone!



"I am sincerely sorry that you are an unintelligent fuckwit, who cannot grasp the concept of following laundry list of instructions that was all but, ONE steps long; That would have completely avoided putting something that is of great value of mine at risk once more. Thus angering me to the point where any normal person would then be inclined and emotionally drawn upon to forego any an all social buffers I may have in place, that would have otherwise softened the initial reaction of me "LOSING ME F*CKING SHIT." Since it is also, regrettably unavoidable that out interaction will continue in the future due to us being family, I apologize that you can't grasp the personality of a person after years of being in contact with them, and can't understand their "ridiculous and outrageous" demands may in fact, have some form of reasoning behind them. I truly am sorry, and i hope you find it in your heart to forgive me and my unfounded indiscretions."


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Again...

08:54 May 12 2013
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Mother is the name for God...


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On the Lips and Hearts

of all Children




Happy Mother's Day, Gals!!!


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04:13 May 09 2013
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I will always

favor honesty,

regardless of how

much it will scathe....


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NO shortage of Inspiration I assure you.

06:08 May 06 2013
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I've heard and read this enough to know I Bust out laughing every time i fucking hear it. Sincerely.


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04:32 May 04 2013
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Regardless of the fact that they don't speak for me in any way or form....

Not in the slightest fucking bit.



The Overwhelming sense of



Astonished Embarrassment

And

Remorseful Guilt



still exists...



when it comes to realizing

what my Peers

act like.



Especially...

the

"Men".

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:: shakes head::

05:08 May 02 2013
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Three have walked out of my life because I would not allow them to continue gashing my heart selfishly...



I love with my all and I'll let a lot go...



But I refuse a lack of respect, and to be treated like a fucking puppy.



I am not conventional.



You want my love? Show me love. I've too much to deal with to play fucking games.



Who I am at peace and who I am hurt... are two different people. Be adult enough and responsible enough to own up to who you meet.



You want to blame me? Go ahead. Just because I love doesnt mean I'm invulnerable.



some people live long lives and have absolutely no clue what it is to love a person... and their repeated actions show it over and over. But they claim to know pain and hurt.



If you knew pain so intimately, you'd know how to make another not ever feel that pain.



Grow up.



You are about to lose me.









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Slain
Slain
05:56 May 02 2013

I have never used what was going on in my life as a an excuse to mistreat my partners at any time.



They know this...



What is so hard to see that?



I've a broken heart, a spiraling life and a house falling apart. Now, am I an asshole because of those things?



Or am I an asshole because of how you treat me?



difficult, complicated and impossible questions... I know.



Those are the only kind I ever ask.








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