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Posted: 05:19:03 - Mar 18 2013
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comfortable silences, arms entwined, passion for life, willingness to open her soul to me, her words, laughter, reciprocated love and affection... and well, she would have to be willing to shag a wolf rofl
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Posted: 18:43:32 - Mar 19 2013
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This would be assuming that after she shags said wolf...
he doesn't run for the hills multiple times over leaving her in an ocean of questions watered by her tears.
Kinda defeats the purpose of her doing any of those things.
But I suppose that's just me assuming.
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Posted: 01:24:19 - Mar 20 2013
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careful boy, you may slip and hurt yourself :)
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There is no careful, only truth.
Calling someone a pet and taking it as far as treating them as one who's been put in your charge against your will, is not Love nor affection.
Coming back after abandoning her time after time only to cry "that's mine and i want it" when it was clearly asked of you not to abandon her, is childish, unfeeling, presumptuous and abusive of the love she clearly holds for you.
Funny how this BOY is so ready willing and able to tell you this. Oh but I don't know the whole story? Do I need to? Does my lack of knowing certain details make that stampeding carelessness of yours any more acceptable? No.
I could care less what you do to irk me. You are no different from any other guy, doing the wrong thing while trying to stake a claim on territory and possessions. Queenofchaos is not a trophy. She is a human being. A person that works incredibly hard and sacrifices unmentioned tender and dear things close to her heart, thinking about others. Better treatment than that of some toy you put on a shelf is something she absolutely deserves.
Clearly you hold no respect for me, that is fine, your actions have earned you little respect from me. But your little digs, behaviors and tactics do little more than show your utter lack of respect for what Queen feels, has been through and has chosen. Your joking about what your antics in public cause to Queen only makes that all the more certain. I'm young, yet you act like you are as well, and even more surprising, like you've no grasp of the concept of love, but only where it suits you. Very noble of you to not appreciate what's transpired in her life during and after your last, what? Three disappearances? Only to come back and act out in some eccentric way trying to further drive home the point that you "don't give a fuck? Here's a hint, you showed you didn't give a fuck multiple times over by how you treated her, mission accomplished. We and most certainly, Queen, got your point.
Your disrespect is very much unappreciated, considering it involves MUCH MORE than just myself. You are not the first nor the last to try to get under my skin with ridiculous antics. No one that aims to affect me solely ever succeeds. But I am not alone in this. And of that you are well aware. Queen and I are together and your abject disregard of that, is doing her no favors. But, as you've shown, that is of little concern to you and that is strange, to say the least. I've been seeming to be take out on her what she clearly has no power over, which is not the case at all.
Our relationship is just that, ours, and no relationship is immune to outside influences. We are all adult enough to agree about that. Things happen, fortunate and not. But when there is someone that is causing anything unnecessarily, that is uncalled for. And cause anyone with decency to question what the true intentions are, other than to prove a point. Again, more boyish behavior. I am far from a boy myself, but why is it that I see this as selfish, and neglectful at best if not malicious? I know I've much to learn, but... is this really that hard a concept to grasp? Many men seem to lack providing evidence to the contrary.
Now since this is as obvious as most people would think... yet somehow lost in my own expression. I have no doubt of the feelings involved. And have enough respect and understanding for it to be personally insulted when another man can't honor his own feelings. Honor what you claim you have. Respect what Queen and I have, but since that may be too much, I ask you to respect her and her emotional response to what you are doing.
As for my slipping and hurting myself, I guess that is only something that Queen and I have to truly worry about if it occurs. But thank you for the hollow words.
I truly don't know what else I could possibly say. The reason for manner of my approach is obvious.
Oh, and if Boys don't run away, and Men stand for what they love, which... are... ... ....?
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I am sure that anything you have to say you can say directly to me, i dont dislike you Slain, in fact i dont even know you.
I am sorry if my, what did you call them, "antics" have offended or upset you.
You need to know that my reasons for leaving not only queen but the internet completely was to raise my children and give them the time and love they required. unfortunately in life we make choices that we are then accountable for. And in those choices we sometimes lose what is closest to our heart.
I am sorry to say this Slain but i do own sonia, she gave herself to me willingly. I am a real life Master, and the gift of her submission is a symbol of the love we share. She is deffinately not a trophy, and i feel no need to compete with you for her affection.
7 years we have tried and tried again to be together. I know things about sonia that noone has ever known or will. I share with her a connection that no other has ever matched, for either of us i feel.
I came back purely to find her and make her mine. Yes i say mine, i only own her because she freely gives herself to me.
I am sorry if you are hurt through this, i had hoped not to hurt anyone.
And Slain, i will not enter into a public pissing contest with you, truly it is beneath me.
I hope you can find it to let go of the pain and hurt, i do understand what it is like.
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queenofchaos
06:35 Apr 01 2013
Beautiful song...
*smiles softly*
beautiful entry, and i thank you deeply.