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Point of View...
08:40 Apr 28 2013
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The interesting difference between...

Justifying

(defending your choices)

your actions...

and

Explaining

(being forthcoming about your choices)

your actions...

is your

Stance.

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... owes me two lifetimes and a pair of...
08:18 Apr 27 2013
Times Read: 1,108

How can you possibly

last out a situation with

sanity, where you don't

even know the one whom

you love's eye color?

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09:19 Apr 23 2013
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You can't close your eyes and wish the feeling away.

Breathing seems to bring no oxygen even though you keep inhaling.

The overwhelming bodily desire to puke your soul out...

and your heart seems to be somewhere under your feet.

Do you know what's happening to you?

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07:55 Apr 23 2013
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Welcome

to one of the days

of the rest

of your breaths.

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04:55 Apr 16 2013
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Have you ever wondered if I am bothered by what any one person thinks about me based on my actions?

Or am I ready to accept the results of what I've chosen to do? And simply smile knowing that I'm being myself?

Hmm...

You'll skim this and not give this another thought.

sidenote:

only those whom I give the tools with which to scathe me... can.

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If only...
23:02 Apr 15 2013
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I knew I should have encouraged a few VR members to participate in that marathon in Boston...

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Erulastiel
01:35 Apr 16 2013

Harsh.

queenofchaos
04:31 Apr 16 2013

No you're NOT a prick

Slain
19:05 Apr 16 2013

I'm honest.

~PSA~ Public Slain Announcement! ~PSA~
15:27 Apr 15 2013
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My girl tells me, that when it comes to interacting with others, talking and arguing; That I am too much of an asshole.

I respectfully disagree.

The fact that I slept through all of 1st Period-Sugar Coating Class, 2nd Period-AP Bullshitting and 3rd period-Posers with selected mandatory readings from "Stupid people are people too.".... Does not make me unapproachable.

Just impatient.

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EmpressOfPassion
05:44 May 02 2013

LMFAO!

02:27 Apr 15 2013
Times Read: 1,211

When I choose to confront you calmly, about something you've done that bothers me, PLEASE greet me with a closed mind, hostility and anger.

I've always DREAMED of a woman who does that in a relationship that I expect on lasting longer than a Mento.

#TrueStory

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Has been said in NO successful relationship... EVER.
19:30 Apr 14 2013
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"I understand completely how you must feel about my decision. I realize that it bothers you and that you'd like me to change my mind."

"Um... okay? And?"

"And nothing. Those are your feelings. You are entitled to them."

"right... and are we going to try to reach an understanding and agree on something where we both give and get emotionally and support one another? Attempt to compromise for emotional and supportive comfort?"

"No, not really. Cuz I don't want to."

"Great! Just as long as you understand that's how I feel and that I am entitled to those feelings."

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Insta-Demotivational Poster for Posers.
15:32 Apr 14 2013
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`Insta-Demotivational Poster for Posers.~

Actively Strive to be different, unique;

and claim loudly you are so.

Even if its only for others to see

and your heart still follows the masses below.

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21:33 Apr 13 2013
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Botong namjawa dalla...

neomu himdeuldago.

Neon ajikdo sonyeo katchi neomu yeoryeo...

Maeil katchi useojuneun ni kyeotaen naega neomu eoryeo...

Babbeuda neun ping gyero yaksokeul mireo beoryeo

Mian han na soksang han ma eumae gogaereul dollyeo beoryeo...

Nae ggumseok ae shinbu...

ijae keunyang chingu

Hae eojimi ashioon...

urideulae chimmook

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immortalxkiss
21:40 Apr 13 2013

Bad Boy. ♥

20:41 Apr 13 2013
Times Read: 1,255

I took a swig of the

invisibility potion...

now I don't know

where the hell I put it!

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14:11 Apr 09 2013
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Grow a Spine.
12:26 Apr 09 2013
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... Loathe, Hate and absolutely Despise...

Cowards

and

Cowardly Actions

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Lets Get Physical...
08:00 Apr 09 2013
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Physical contact. Doesn't completely mean physical interaction. A person requires physical contact with different people for different reasons. Sometimes all you need is to feel a breath or hear a sigh... get that rare gentle caress... This is all physical touch.

And there's the physical contact you need, from having your friends near. Hearing them laugh. Looking at them as you speak. Being in the same room partaking of whatever you are sharing that day. This is also something physical the Mind/body and soul needs. Lately I've been lucky to be dragged out of my rut and made to face the real world again... And spending time with my friend in person. That Physical contact, can rarely be matched. I still miss quite a few friends dearly... And I am thankful for today and every day we get.

I needed today.

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Bigbang - Bad Boy
08:39 Apr 05 2013
Times Read: 1,338

Romanization

Keu nal bameun naega neomu shim hesseo

Niga jinjjaro ddeona kal juleun mollasseo

Naega mi anhae i mal han madi eoryeoweoseo

Urin kkeut kkajiga nae seong gyeoki deoreoweo seo

Maldo an dweneun illo datugi reul haru aedo su ship beon

Neon ulmyeonseo dwicheo naga nan ju wereul duribeon

Dashi dora ogetji naeil imyeon

Bunmyeon meonjeo yeollaki ogetji achimimyeon

Baby nan mothae neomu na mot dweseo

Deo jal haejugo shipeun dae jal andwe

Everyday & night I'm so mean

Cuz I'm so real so I'm sorry (but I can't change)

NIga sarang haneun naneun Sorry I'm a bad boy

Keudae charari ddeona jal gayo you're a good girl

Shigan kalsurok nal almyeon eun alsurok shilmang man namagetjiman

Baby don't leave me I know you still love me

Wae keura soljikhi na malhae niga pilyo hae

My lay lay lay lay lady my lay lay lay lay lady

Botong namjawa dalla neomu himdeuldago

Neon ajikdo sonyeo katchi neomu yeoryeo

Maeil katchi useojuneun ni kyeotaen naega neomu eoryeo

Babbeuda neun ping gyero yaksokeul mireo beoryeo

Mian han na soksang han ma eumae gogaereul dollyeo beoryeo

Nae ggumseok ae shinbu ijae keunyang chingu

Hae eojimi ashioon urideulae chimmook

Baby nan mothae neomu na mot dweseo

Deo jal haejugo shipeun dae jal andwe

Everyday & night I'm so mean

Cuz I'm so real so I'm sorry (but I can't change)

NIga sarang haneun naneun Sorry I'm a bad boy

Keudae charari ddeona jal gayo you're a good girl

Shigan kalsurok nal almyeon eun alsurok shilmang man namagetjiman

Baby don't leave me I know you still love me

Wae keurae soljikhi na malhae niga pilyo hae

My lay lay lay lay lady my lay lay lay lay lady

Amu mal hajima kwenhi kanghan cheok hetjiman sokeun dallaNal beorijima naegae nen neo mankeum nal ihae hae jul saram

Eun eopdan geol neon algo itjanhayo baby

Oh keudae come back to me ye ye ye

NIga sarang haneun naneun Sorry I'm a bad boy

Keudae charari ddeona jal gayo you're a good girl

Shigan kalsurok nal almyeon eun alsurok shilmang man namagetjiman

Baby don't leave me I know you still love me

Wae keurae soljikhi na malhae niga pilyo hae

My lay lay lay lay lady my lay lay lay lay lady

NIga sarang haneun naneun Sorry I'm a bad boy

(Sorry I'm a bad boy, Sorry I'm a bad boy)

Keudae charari ddeona jal gayo you're a good girl

(You're a good girl You're a good girl)

NIga sarang haneun naneun Sorry I'm a bad boy

(Sorry I'm a bad boy, Sorry I'm a bad boy)

Keudae charari ddeona jal gayo you're a good girl

(You're a good girl You're a good girl)

English Translation

I was too harsh that night

I didn't know you would really leave

The words, "I'm sorry", is too difficult for us that we take it to the end

Because I'm ill-tempered

We fight over stupid things numerous times a day

You take off crying, I look around and think,

'She'll come back tomorrow. She'll def call me first in the morning'

*Baby, I can't, I'm so bad that I want to be good to you but it's hard

Everyday and night I'm so mean cuz I'mso real so I'm sorry (but I can't change)

**Me, whom you love, Sorry I'm a bad boy

Yes, just leave me, good bye, you're a good girl

The more time passes, the more you get to know me, only disappointments will remain but

Baby don't leave me, I know you still love me

Why, yes, I'll tell you the truth, I need you

My lay lay lay lay lady

My lay lay lay lay lady

You're different from normal boys, it's so hard

You're still so sensitive like a girl

Next to you, who is always smiling next tome, I'm still too young

With the excuse that I'm busy, I postpone our date

Because I'm sorry, because I'm frustrated, I turn my head

The bride in my dreams is just a friend now

Upset over the breakup, we are silent

*Repeat

**Repeat

Don't say a thing

I act tough but I'm not inside

Don't abandon me

You know that there's no one who will understand me like you, baby

Oh you, comeback to me ye ye ye

**Repeat

Me, whom you love, Sorry I'm a bad boy

Sorry I'm a bad boy, Sorry I'ma bad boy

Yes, just leave me, good bye, you're a good girl

You're a good girl, you're a good girl (X2)

COMMENTS

Vergil
09:04 Apr 05 2013

Man, you just have to love Big Bang.

Though, I dislike this one video because T.O.P. is wearing something he has no right to wear, a dress blues coat for the Marine Corps, with a corporal rank insignia and a four year service stripe. I love the song, and I love T.O.P. but I just can't get past the jacket.

Slain
14:28 Apr 05 2013

Hmm... I have no clue about Army attire nor ranks, so i can see where that would upset a lot of people.

But when looking at it from the fashion perspective, (which I think was the only intention) He looks pretty good in it. lol >.>

Vergil
21:21 Apr 05 2013

Marines, dear. Marine attire. Don't say army around one. Heh.

But yeah, you can't deny that he looks damn good. But, he looks good in anything, or nothing... They should work on the nothing option.

Saetan
03:41 Apr 06 2013

I love it that I got you hooked on my Fav band. It's freaking awesome.

Saetan
12:49 Apr 09 2013

I agree with the statement about him wearing NOTHING...but then again I am a pervert from hell since I saw him and G Dragon. I was crazy about Kim Hyun Joong of SS501 but umm...he ain't no where as pretty as T.O.P. and G Dragon!

If you search on the net, you can't even find a pic of T.O.P. without a shirt unless it is photoshopped.

Hmm
04:15 Apr 02 2013
Times Read: 1,378

Sagittari-ASS!

Saggittarians have a quick temper and a biting tongue, often speaking before giving forethought to the full effect of their words. Their rage may pass quickly, but the stinging of their comments often remains. They are quick to jump on inadequacies of others while expecting full recognition of their own efforts. they can be exacting, and inconsiderate in their work life, while boastful and extravagant in their private lives.

There is also a side of the Saggittarians that is quite superstitious. Saggittarians can also be very restless people wanting to know everything that is going on around them and wanting to go everywhere. They become bored when they are surrounded by people or situations they are not interested in. They have a tendency to be unconcerned or seem unaware of the thoughts and feelings of others.

Main negative traits: exaggerating, blunt, impatient, pushy, tactless, talks too much.

COMMENTS

Erulastiel
04:30 Apr 02 2013

"Main negative traits: exaggerating, blunt, impatient, pushy, tactless, talks too much."

Pfft. Blunt, pushy AND Talks too much.

You? Ha. Never. ~Coughs~

Slain
04:34 Apr 02 2013

And the Head of the "State what's Plain for all to see" Committee pipes up.

And the Sky is black too... eh?

Erulastiel
04:42 Apr 02 2013

Oh? I thought you had told me the sky was clear, not black.

"They are quick to jump on inadequacies of others while expecting full recognition of their own efforts."

Negative Trait=SHOWN.

~Shakes my head~

Teleporting
04:34 Apr 01 2013
Times Read: 1,253

Parents...

We all miss that strange feeling of confusion and comfort when we woke up in our beds after we fell asleep somewhere else. Teleporting.

I'll gladly trade that feeling... for the feeling of now being the one responsible for being the one responsible for giving that same feeling my little one. While teleporting them, their heart beating against your chest. Feeling their warm breath as they curl deeper into you as you carry them. They sigh, so softly you could almost pass out holding them forever. I write this in tears. Because there is no other feeling like this... and there never well be.

So, to all of us who remember teleporting, and now have someone of our own to teleport. I smile and nod at you. For we are the ones who are responsible for their memories... And only hope one day they feel what we feel now.

Sweetest of dreams and safest of goodnights to all your little ones.

COMMENTS

SouthernFreak
06:33 Apr 01 2013

My lil one will not fall asleep in her bed (actually my bed). Since I have to put her in bed every night, I probably take it for granted sometimes. Thanks for reminding me how important teleporting actually is.

queenofchaos
06:37 Apr 01 2013

AAwww the BEST journal I've read in months on this site.

This is what's important, and like SF said...thank you for reminding me/us.

Best thing I did...was have my babies.

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