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(I would give props to who ever wrote this... but... they weren't too specific when i found it... it took me almost 7 years to find this after i first read it.)



I lie awake waiting for you.

As I lie on my bed, thinking about you,



I feel this strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I can't

forget last night. You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and

calm night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a tingling

sensation in me.



You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any reservations,

you lay on my naked body...



You sensed my indifference, so you applied your hungry mouth to me

without any guilt or humiliation, and you nearly drove me crazy while

you drained me.



Finally I went to sleep. Today when I woke up, you were gone. I

searched for you but to no avail,

only the sheets bore witness to last night's events. My body still

bearsfaint marks of your enthusiastic ravishings, making it harder to

forget you.



Tonight I will remain awake waiting for you................







you fucking mosquito.

~It's Okay~



Was it fun for you while it lasted?

For me, I savored every moment.

As we got to know eachother,

I never thought your friendship lent.



Our memories we shared, and we laughed.

I was glad, of the few parts of you I thought I knew.

Our chats and jokes could now be scars.

If you're gone, Its okay. I only miss you.



You got to know me, and called me out.

You saw right through me, you calmed me down.

I smiled when I thought your name, even asleep.

I wish regret was only a shoe, a slipper, a suit or a gown.



Was it worth what it lasted?

I valued every moment we went through.

As we made eachother tear up or smile.

If you've hurt me, its okay. I only miss you.



Could it all be repeated? if you had the chance?

we talked, through a chat, or a thought, a phone, or a song.

You were a smartass and I was a pain.

Wondered, how could we through our friendship, anything gain.



We had our fun, tortured and a few put in fear.

Some would wonder where one was when the other was near.

When i needed someone, you were there, true.

If I am gone, its Okay. I only miss you.



You used me and I used you, ironic too true.

How many more words can rhyme with YOU?!?

Not to build Ego, but yeah.. you're THAT Cute.

If you're laughing, its Okay. I only miss you.



I broke your heart, and you still freaking cared

We played our games, like our hearts were not there.

Both of us swore our heart were but Cold.

But surprised, for the thawing we both were thought Bold.



I avoided you, and you felt the sting of my choice.

yes, I know how you smiled at the sound of my voice.

My mind in turmoil, i kept you aside.

You foolishly kept on, without ever losing your stride.



Yes I cared, I may even have loved you.

But our circumstances plain sucked, and this you knew.

So I kept you at distance, far from my hearts full view.

If I hurt you, Its Okay. I only Miss you.



O' dear friend how wish it were past

so then I could tell you I wish it would last.

My Friendship with you, did I have a clue?

That you would hurt me?

That I would hurt you?

That you would leave me?

That i would leave you?

That you would shelf me?

That i would shelf you?



If you think of me

If you've moved on...

If you miss me

If you hear that song...

A memory of few.

If you rememeber me, don't you worry.

Its Okay, I only Miss You.







~~~:@

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