How come I'm the only one who gets so easily hurt? How come she's always so perfectly fine, with no worries, no fears. She has her boyfriend, tons of friends, and our family supporting everything she does and yet when she does something stupid that I'm allowed to yell at her for, the tides get turned and suddenly she's in my face as if I was the one in the wrong? I'm just confused with why I'm the one always wrong, always hurt, always crying... Am I just that weak? To be hurt by her words so easily even when I know that they don't mean anything, since she's wrong? I just don't understand. How come she can do something that hurts me, yet when I do the exact same thing it gets turned around and hurts me even more? I just don't know anymore what I'm doing here, why I'm with these people. Is it because I'm scared to move on? To actually live my life? I don't know, but I do know is that I'm tired of crying and being hurt by the ones I love...
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