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My son got his report card yesterday and got all A’s and one B+ very proud of him loves school which I am very happy about. Great job Jacob I hope he keeps up the great work. I have parent teacher conference today at 4:15pm central time

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xXxPaynexXx
21:17 Oct 25 2018

Congrats to Jacob!

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Neinmortlan
17:02 Oct 26 2018

4.0 is a big accomplishment

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Boy trying to find the right guy is hard I know I have heard that if you stop looking they will come, but I haven’t been looking for 10 years and nothing I am tired of waiting I don’t like me to be lonely it isn’t fun I would rather be in a relationship. Being alone was fun for awhile and I do like an ocassional alone time but for the majority of life I have been busy raising my son and living with my parents, and just working not sure what I want to do for a career. I love my son he is my life. I try to be a good single mom, but don’t get me wrong it has been hard but pleasureable experience I would never give It up. I am far from desperate, I have things I do to keep me busy like read, play games with my son, I like soccer, paint by numbers and others just ask. I have been hurt before, so I am cautious and protective of my safety emotionally mostly but I am also protective physically and mentally, I have been taken advantage of, scammed, and treated like crap by some men but I try to bounce back I have had a few but not many. I do not i know why I have been treated this way, I am kind, compassionate, and an outgoing personality, I am also a very loyal friend, very laid back personality that could be my reason but that is who I am and how I was raised, I shouldn’t be punished for that I deserve happiness as well I am human I bleed and I cry when hurt I am a person Too. So please give me a chance and talk to me I mean get be pleasantly surprised about me.

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Dakotah
18:25 Oct 25 2018

A friend of mine once told me the reason I was treated bad in the relationships I had in the past was because I allowed it. He was right. I finally ended a 5 year relationship that was very bad. I should have known too when most of my friends did not like her. I was always walking on egg shells around her. From one day to the next I never knew what mood she was going to be in. And of course everything bad that happen was my fault. And I took the blame always. Long story short I ended it after 5 years. And yes we all deserve happiness. Needless to say after what I had gone though I was not looking. Months went by. And of course you get that now Sean is single all my friends and family wanted to 'fix' me up. Fast forward about 6 months and I started relaxing and what help me too was I made a list of what I did want in a relationship. I already knew what I did not want. I also was dead set against anything online or a long distance thing. Sure those worked for some of my friends, and a few good friends here even on VR, but not something I wanted. Then one day and I do not remember which one of us message who first, but I began chatting with a girl here. After about a week I started to really like this person. Having herd about all the horror stories of meeting people online, we both made sure we were who we said we were and got that out of the way right away. My advice is start by getting a piece of paper and write down everything you want in a partner. Do not settle for anything less then what you write down. What little I of know of you just from reading your journal and being friends with Payne and Raven, you seen to be a great person. Remember you did nothing wrong, except maybe like me, you made some poor choices in the past. You are a good person. You deserve to be happy. Also, remember how people treat us is what we allow. That part is on us. I allowed my Ex to treat me like shit for 5 years. Now, I am with someone I plan to marry in a few years. She is my soul mate... and we met here on VR. Go figure. Be strong and settle for NOTHING less then what you want. Take your time too and do not rush into anything. Message me anytime you like to talk.

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Neinmortlan
20:03 Oct 25 2018

you sound like a remarkable person who got stuck in less than ideal circumstances. the right person for tou will be a giver (not a taker). So, where do we find good people? maybe find some
time to volunteer at educational or societal outreach programs? i have zero clue what might be local to you. but somewhere caringbpeople volunteer their time?

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Singlemomchica87
01:37 Oct 26 2018

Thank you

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Today I was heart broken by my boyfriend when knowing very well I had no job he had the audacity to ask me for $12,000 I was hurt and devastated. I trusted him and he lied to me like a true scam artist. All I lie. Thinking of giving up on love for awhile and just get used to being lonely and sad☹️😢😞

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markus666
14:55 Oct 24 2018

12,000 is a lot of money. by the way, What was the reason he need the money? Did you broke the relationship up? Sometimes, we need to learn to understand the meaning of life. Life is a complex subject to talk. When humans understand the way they came and the way they will go, then, they find peace within themselves. Remember, you came along through the birth canal, and you will die alone and walk the path of death alone, so, learn to place YOU as a number one, the rest will follow. I had explained to so many women about the subject of motherhood. Your kids, are not really your, they came through you, but, you can not give them your feelings and emotions or your ideas. They have their own and as time progress, they become children of life.

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Neinmortlan
00:46 Oct 25 2018

was he travelling a lot? spending time in africa?

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Singlemomchica87
11:15 Oct 25 2018

Not that you am aware of?

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XbluesandX
17:30 Oct 25 2018

Please don’t send anyone money that you meet online.

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Singlemomchica87
18:10 Oct 25 2018

Never

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Neinmortlan
19:57 Oct 25 2018

it hust sounds like the stories you hear where the absent party was catfishing. these hurt more cause they take advantage of people who are “romantic” in their outlooks on life. especially at a time when wthe world needs more people like you, my dear.

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Neinmortlan
17:06 Oct 26 2018

if you’ve never met face to face and he is busy “travelling overseas or working on a ship or in the armed forces” there are many ways you can make sure that someone is who they claim to be.
don’t give a stranger any personal info (including your full name and an address).

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Singlemomchica87
18:52 Oct 26 2018

Understood he only had my first name

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Reading an awesome book full of tension I am speechless yet it was very hard to put down I had to force myself to give me a moment of air lol WOW!!! I definitely recommend this book to everyone

I have decided to put my quest for pharmacy on the back burner for now, I joined a temp agency and they found me a position hopefully, I will learn more on Wednesday I hope I get the job we shall see

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markus666
19:03 Oct 23 2018

I wish you the best. You deserve it.

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Singlemomchica87
06:03 Oct 24 2018

Thank you

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I applied to some more pharmacies and other places getting frustrated that I hsven’t Gotten one call. I can use some prayers right now or any job possibility that keeps me from going back to the job I find as my personal hell, which is being on phones 8 hours a day 5 or 6 days a week no thank you. The on,y people keeping me from loosing my mind is my son and a Kevin. Need to keep my head into the game and keep searching for that pharmacy tech job or a part-time job to get mt to my pharmacy tech job. God help me.

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markus666
19:06 Oct 23 2018

Do you have a resume? many times, we forget to place the most important things on a resume and that can be a bummer.

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Singlemomchica87
06:04 Oct 24 2018

I do and I did everything I needed to do

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Today I am going out to have lunch with some girlfriends at Olive Garden. Looking forward to some good talks and fun times. No cocktails though driving oh well I don’t drink much anyways.

heart
Beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
I'll love you for a thousand more
Ohh
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Dear journal,
I am so relieved that Kevin called me now I can stop worrying for now and hopefully get some rest. I can’t wait for him to be home and that we can meet in person and hold each other in our arms. I miss him so and it is good to hear him say he loves me and that he misses me too. Well I am going to finish the laundry and finish watching Vampire Diaries will write again.

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Singlemomchica87
11:15 Oct 25 2018

See he was even a jerk then making me worry

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Dear diary,
I was traded into a new coven by choice, I was inducted and now I feel at home in my new surroundings thank you Raven for buying me lol;) I owe you, big time and Payne as well thank you. I am glad to have met you both and call you friends. I will make you glad you traded for me and do as I am requested. This is my new home and I am happy 😊

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xXxPaynexXx
03:48 Oct 08 2018

Most welcome...

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FeverDreams
03:58 Oct 08 2018

Great choice :)

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Specter
04:04 Oct 08 2018

You are very welcome, and welcome to The Asylum....where you feel right at home! lol

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Singlemomchica87
23:54 Oct 08 2018

I most certainly do it is the best coven ever. Filled with great friends

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Dear diary,
I am very lucky to find some good friends here on Vampire Rave and I will forever cherish my friendships with them

One friend I love to talk to is Raven (Specter) he always makes me laugh and brightens my day when I am down or sad thank you Raven. There are others as well

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xXxPaynexXx
07:44 Oct 07 2018

Try living with him and that sarcastic mouth! lol

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Specter
07:48 Oct 07 2018

Sarcastic?! LMAO....not me...

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xXxPaynexXx
07:48 Oct 07 2018

O.o I know you din't!

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Specter
07:55 Oct 07 2018

Nope...I din't do it :P

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FeverDreams
08:12 Oct 07 2018

One of the great things about VR ... you can meet some amazing people ... and make friendships that can last a lifetime.

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Singlemomchica87
01:30 Oct 08 2018

I agree 100% Fever dreams I feel the same way I hope to make more new friends along the way.

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