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We found our way back together

see its fate we belong together

Its about time u stop fighting fate

No one will ever compare to u

u are the love of my life

my everything

can't sleep when im not in ur arms

i cant breath when ur not by my side

to feel ur touch puts me in a daze

Im on top of the world

i have everything i want

i wouldnt change any thing for the world

to feel our babies growing inside of me

to know i caring ur twins has made me happy

im their protector while their inside

we will together protect them forever

Im on top of the world

we worked threw the hard time together

i love u True Anubis forever

ripping out my hair

pull off my nails

banging my head against the wall



The pain and blood flow from my wounds

mmmm i enjoy the feel of every slice of the blade

every beat of my heart my blood squirts on the wall

starting to feel the darkness surrounding me

my demons are coming to capture me

mmm the feel of my blood running down my arms

im all warm inside



This world that i am in is not a world i want to be

I dont have the love of my life next to me

i dont not have my baby boy or baby girl in my arms

The pain i feel on a daily basis is going to the extreme



Tears falling down my face i can not control

the pain i feel inside i can not control

the blood that flows from my wounds i can control

Sitting here alone

crying hard inside

going threw this pregnancy with no one by my side

i cry every night

since you went away

so alone

just want to be held

for you to feel my stomach

to be happy with what we created

for you to feel the twins growing inside

this is supposed to be the happiest time in my life

all i can do is cry

i dont care he dont want to be with me

i couldnt be with him not after he denied our daughter

just want him to hear the heart beats

see them on the ultrasound

play an active role

not gonna hold my breath for this to occure

he hates me with a passion

what went wrong i still dont know

trying to rake my brain to see if i can find

where it all went wrong like over night

i want so bad to hate him but i cant

i will love him til i take my last breath

hopefully some day we can be civil

be friends for our children

i will never let them see anger or hurt

only feel love patience acceptance and understanding

if that means hes not here for them

than so be it

they will always know hes there dad

i will never talk negative bout him

thats just not my style

plus they would just end up hating me in the end

so gonna pick myself up

stumble along

take of me and my babies

not let him get to me

hes the one missing out on the precious time

cant hate me in the end

cuz he made his choice

Curled up in a corner

tryig to hide

from the feeling i have inside

its hard trying to get over him

he was the love of my life

trying to get used to the fact

ill never be in his arms again

ill never feel his kiss

ill never hear his words

put on a front

to every one around

a brave face

they dont know im dying inside

a little more

each passing day

i dont know what went wrong

why things ended this way

i will love him til my dying day

having a piece of him growing in me

reminds me everyday

that ill love him til my dying day

wish he was here enjoying the fact

we have twins on the way

to rub my stomach and feet

see the on ultrasound

hear their heartbeats

this is supposed to be one the happiest time in our lives

hes not here to enjoyed it with me

so i enjoy it alone

he hates with a passion

i busted him out to the other

hes just mad i wouldn't let him play me

i don't deserve to be disrespected

i was faithful and true from day 1

can't say for sure when this all started

could of been honest we could of worked threw

he want his cake and eat it to

i will love him til the day i take my last breath

he knew thats why he took it for granted

i was a good woman to him

he cant deny me the memories we share

or our daughter we lost

he and i know the truth

hes gonna start off with lies to her

it will eat him apart inside

when the truth comes out he will no longer be able to hide

i did everything he ask of me plus more

i would of given him my last breath

just so he could survive

finally took off the blinders

saw he was being untrue

stopped him in his tracks

which was a surprise

he didnt believe i would stand up for my self

start telling him what i disliked

he now sees i can be a strong woman

he can hate me all he chooses

we will be linked together forever

theres no way around it

these babies are coming

theres no more denying the fact

him and i was together

and thats an honest fact

this babies will never know hate or anger

just love and understanding

i will never talk negative bout him

no matter what

he is their dad

nothing will ever change that

this babies will never see the hate

if i have any thing to do or say bout it

only love patience and understanding will surround them

My heart cries but u don't hear it!

My heart breaks but u don't feel it!

My body longs 2 feel ur arms around me!

My lips long 2 feel ur kiss!

My ears long 2 hear u say "I Love U"

My eyes long to see ur smile & ur eyes twinkle!

My life longs to have u in it!

My world longs 4 u to complete it!

My body longs 2 feel u lie next 2 it!

My love longs 4 u 2 return it!

If u don't



My heart will cry!

My heart will break!

My body will go limp!

My lips would only speak!

My ears would miss ur words!

My eyes would shed tears!

My life would b lonely!

My world would b empty!

My love would go unreturned!

My heart aches as my life is turned inside out!

My mind will never forget u!

My heart will never let u go i have loved u since the day i met u my heart is crying out 2 u do u hear it?

let all problems fade

open up lets explore

all the dark corners we want to ignore

view each others dreams & fears

combine together

take it all in stride

conquer the fears

celebrate the accomplished

reach 4 the dreams

stand next to each other

be open 2 all the possiabilities

its not just us

we have a family

what we do effects us all

trust each other with our deepest darkest feelings fears and thoughts

lay it all out there

No hidden secrets, feelings, fears, thoughts,dreams or fantasies

there will be no hurt or pain

as long as we don't go inside ourselves alone

Know with 100% certainty i want u and u want me

have no regrets

we will both know that we can work threw what ever comes our way the good and the bad

Know that we both want the same

unconditional love, respect, commitment, faithfulness, passion, honesty, dependability and most of all communication

lets open ourselves up completely

lets both explore

are you ready for the journey that we're bout to embank on?

Hold my hand lets take it slow

soak up all there is to know

know that i'll be by your side threw it all

let the problems fade

work threw them together head on

than it will be smooth sailing from now on

we will be happy til the end of time

can't believe u did this

all the promises u made to me

i now see that was all talk and just that talk

u were my everything my world

i see now i was the dirt on the bottom of ur shoes

u couldn't be a man and say how u feel

u left it to ur bitch

to talk for u

cant believe i invested 4 years to be with u

u threw it away like yesterdays news

all i asked was honestly and u took the cowards way out

go ahead hide behind ur bitch

i see u were never a man

my feelings for u were real

urs were all a lie

to see what u could get from me

to see how far id go to be with u

now kicking my self in the ass

i lost precious time with my son to be with ur sorry ass

believed all that u told me

i see now it was all a lie from the start

have fun in misery

i'm now happy and living freely

consintrating on my kids and i

its fucked up how u did my kids

ur not a man just a boy in a disguise

hope shes worth all the pain and hurt u inflicted on us

i don't need a man who's gonna cheat and lie

in the future ill find the one who is true

who will be honest faithful respectful and communicative

the one who will treat me like his queen as i treat him like him like my king

u will realize one day i was true

the best thing that came in ur life

it will be to late when u come back crawling on ur knees begging me please

i will laugh at u turn my back and walk away just like u did us

have fun living in misery

remember always i never did u wrong

i was honest and faithful til the end

more than i can say for u

u fucked up the best thing that came into ur life

remember that when she burns u in the end

good ridens to u

im now living my life happy and free

take care i wish u no harm

now gonna go on with our lives

So numb~ no longer feel

all cried out ~no more tears to cry

heart broken~ will i ever feel

so much

~Anger

~Hurt

~Pain

how will i ever feel

seeing blood rushing from my wound

cant feel the pain of the knife ripping threw my flesh

writing his name in blood

to show he caused the pain i feel today

all the anger hurt and pan

flowing hot threw my veins

he was my true love ~no good byes

just turned his back on us and walked away

men no longer allowed

now will only be by myself

don't know if ill ever heal

may take days, wks months even years

ill never be how i used to be

i will be stronger and wiser

danger lerks around every corner

thanks to my true love

i now know what to look for

I WILL LOVE HIM FOREVER



i loved him with my whole heart mind body spirit and soul

would of don't anything for him

i guess that was not enough

he was my every thing my moon stars and sun

my world

now i have nothing

cuz i lost him

maybe if i would of told him how i truly felt he'd be here with me

maybe if i would of fought a little harder

maybe if i would of given him his space

there is a lot of maybes should ofs and could ofs

that still doesn't change

the fact hes in no longer in my corner

i wanted to be his wife to go old with him

have to realize

he didn't know how i felt

hes giving someone else the title

the future Mrs. jones

i will have to live with that forever

i let the best thing in my life slip threw my fingers

there's nothing i can do now

need to raise my head up struggle to move on

and remember all the fun and memeories

i will love him for ever

there's no turning back

sometimes u have to do things u dont want

this is one of them

i don't want to let go

i don''t want to give up on him

i don't want to forget him

i have no choice hes now engaged to another

i will love forever

don't wanna move on with out him

hes in love with another

i will love him forever

he was the man of my dreams the love of my life

have to realize i lost him to another

i will love him forever

the sparkle in his eyes

the dimples in his cheeks

he was my everything

i will love him forever

to hold each other threw the night

to wake up in the morning light to see the sunlight dance across his face

to kiss him passionately

to make love til were both over come with extacy

i will miss all of this

i will love him forever

I Hate your Personality

I Hate your Smile

I Hate your Hair

I Hate the way you Smell

I Hate your Body

I Hate the way you Laugh

I Hate the way you Make Me Feel

I Hate the way you Make Me Feel Loved

I Hate the way you Cry On My Shoulder

I Hate the way you Say You Love Me

I Hate the way you Want Me

I Hate the way you Make Funny Faces When Im Driving

I Hate the way you Stare At Me

I Hate the way you Have Big Hands and Feet

I Hate the way you Burp and Fart Really Loud.

I Hate the way you're Always Right and Im Wrong

I Hate the way you Love Seeing Me In My Cut Up Jeans

I Hate the way you Tell Me That Im Not Fat

I Hate the way you Tell Me Im Hot and Sexy

I Hate the way you Kiss Me

I Hate the way you Hug Me

I Hate the way you Cuddle With Me

I Hate the way you Hold Me

I Hate the way you Tell Me Everythings Alright.

I Hate the way you are Always There For Me

I Hate the way you Understand Me

I Hate the way you Care So Much About Me

I Hate it when you Want A Kiss In Public

I Hate it when you Make Me Laugh

I Hate it even worse When You Make Me Cry

I Hate it when Your Not Around As Much Any More

I Hate the way I cant Hold You As Much Anymore

I Hate the way you Text Message Me Every Hour

I Hate the way I dont get Over A 100 Texts Messages A Month From You

I Hate the way you Dont Call

But mostly..

I Hate The Way I Dont Hate You, Not even Close, Not even a little bit, Not even at all.

I Hate The Way That I Love Everything about you and I wouldnt change one thing about you. You are My everything, I Love You Sooo Much