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...15:43 Sep 17 2018
Times Read: 380
Something's changing...fading away... into darkness... this weird change inside of me... I do not like what I am turning into..
I have tried all my life to avoid my true self. To ignore it. To think it does not exist.
But when reality comes crashing down on you... when you've been through too much... that you just lash out... turn into one of those feared demons... the one you never wanted to be...
I feel myself turning... someone please stop her... stop her from coming out... she's got no emotions... no fear... no remorse... only self love... and is ruthless....
I am a demon... always was.. always have been... but I thought maybe.. just maybe the angel part in me was more... that I was better.. that I wasn't like one of those demons people are scared of... I tried to push it in... tried to lock it up...
but now... she's powerful... she's breaking through... she's gonna bring hell upon earth... she's insane... someone please stop her... I am changing... turning into her... get me away from all the torture... so that i can stop her... so that i do not turn into her... this creature... the one you all fear... and you should... coz she's me... and I am her....
I do not want to be Evil... but I am... to the core... and despite all my attempts to keep her buried she's rising to the surface...
LMFAO
18:51 Sep 08 2018
Times Read: 428
Hey you
Yes you
The one with a confused expression
Crazy at first impression
Lazy when got to know more
too much and too good to score
you may not be mine
but is it a crime?
to give you something
which might be befitting
to be an heirloom
oh but my broom
is outside somewhere
oh look its right here
Crazy words without meaning
is what you are thinking
but if you think about it
my words are deeper than any other shit
Try to kill me one more time
try to see if you are worth a dime
i know it may be a crime
but I've got a bullet with your name
You hate me for reason unknown
to you or to others who roam
on this vampire rave
laughing my ass off coz you are so naive
I love everyone who I've ever spoken to
but no one and yet the same
You however are a child
who cannot keep up with your own game
Weave another web of lies why don't you
target me again like all silly do
this time I do not care
You cross me again if you dare
get in the line of fire again
coz this time everyone knows your game
and people are out to get you, honey
for all those times you ruined people's lives and money.
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