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Considering I don't talk much about my healing abilities with the common folks (it weirds people out...strange to me really, why would being healed be a "bad or weird" thing?) Anywho, after reading a lot of journals here, I feel there's probably at least a few on this site that may relate to what I experience. I would appreciate anyone's feedback on the topic as well, so please fell free to comment. :)

As I've written about previously, due to being seizure active my whole life, I've always had contact with guardians and natural spirits. However, my psychic gifts really went into overdrive back in 2004. The only way I can describe the onslaught is that of an Awakening experience. What made it difficult was that instead of a trickle of information flowing in, it was as though a dam broke and flooded relentlessly into my whole being.

The only thing I've read that remotely comes close to what happens to me when I heal someone is Reiki. When I connect to the Divine, a flood of power courses through the top of my head and through my body and out of my hands. My hands become so HOT, it would seem as though they might burst into flame. The sensation is equivalent to having a viscous lava flow pouring out of me.

Regardless of the ailment that is being healed, I have found the exchange of energy to be comparible to dialysis. Instead of cleansing the blood, I am cleansing the spirit energy of the individual, taking the negative aspects from them into myself and transfusing my own energy to help replace and heal their body. Old Folks would call me a "Sin Eater" in prior centuries.

Of course, understandably, this process leaves me weakened and sometimes physically ill afterwards depending upon how much energy was required to heal a person. Working in the medical field can be difficult sometimes due to my spiritual nature. Just being in my presence for some people is healing in and of itself. It is not unusual for total strangers to feel they can tell me their deepest heart-felt problems that they would otherwise not talk to anyone they actually "know."

Sometimes, I can walk into an examination room and the Spirit will tell me specific information I need to share with them. This usually happens as a form of confirmation to the recipient regarding life decisions they are about to make.


There are other aspects to my psychic abilities that I will write about later, but for now I would be most intrigued to find if there are others here who can relate at all to what I've described above. If so, what steps do you take to safeguard yourself from total energy drain? Are there some "tried and true" methods of recovery other than the ones I've found on my own through sex, diet and excercise? What are your thoughts?