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Betrayla! Life's nothing but hell! I really don't understand why I let people hrut me. I'm there when they need me, I just want the same thing! When people say tell me that they could never betrayal, I can't believe them in anyway! My heart is scarded, bruised, and beaten by this one word! Betrayla has so many faces. I believe I seen them all! But when people need me, I'm at their bec-and-call! I hate feeling this pain! I swear one day it's going to make me go insane! But the sad thing is, the ones who betray me, are the ones I love! How could this be? Because of this one word, I'm dying!

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GRTR1
04:58 Dec 21 2019

really nice

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What did I do to deserve all this pain? Wishing I could all make it go away! Siting in this shower, having the heat turned to it's full power! The water runs down my body, hiding the salty tears runing down my face. I hate living in this place! I reach for the razor. I get an idea! I look at my rist and then back to the razor. It would be so fucking easy to just end all this hell! I know that it won't make it anybetter, but oh well! There's no reason for me to be on this damn earth! My life, I fear is cursed! Everyday I cry, wishing i would die! Don't have the curage to kill myself, but all this damn pain I have felt, causes me so much mesioury!Wishing for the worst, hoping someone will see how much pain I hide inside of me! But I guess this is the way my life is suppose to be. And the only prson that could help me get over this pain and anger, is looking back at me in the mirrior!

I did not choose this fate! This life I'm living, I hate! I walk this damn earth, draining the lives of your peaty souls. The thing I am is a gift and a curse! Everyday I wish for the worst! I am not dead, but I am not alive. I wish I could die! I've this planet for more than a century. I was born this way, never seen the light of day! People say that we don't exsist. But we do! You just need to open your eyes. Open your eyes to see and believe in me!

I'm sick of all this light! I don't see well in the light, at all.But if you turn the light to darkness,I'll be just fine! You can say that I'm blind to the sun. The sun is nothing but lies! It holds so many ties. It bring so many tears, and holds so many of my fears! But the darkness is another story! It brings me so much glory. It hides so much of my pain. The darkness is my shield! My shield to save myself from what I really feel! In the dark where I hide, no one knows what goes on inside. I just sit and vibe to my music. The darkness is my bestfriend. It doesn't lie and hold ties. It doesn't try to whip my problems away by whiping my tears. It doesn't even try to whip my tears! The darkness also doesn't hold any of my fears. You see, I want to stay in the dark, because there is no light in this forgotten heart!