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Yay tommorow is Sat. my favorite day of the week! And cant wait till sunday to see Breaking Dawn, the tix are expensive 11 dollors per ticket. I dont want to even know how much the popcorn is lol. Now time for the not so nice things that happened today. Found out that a girl that I was going to ask out hooked up with her ex so that was very disapointing. Bio Chem class was hell. And almost got hit by a car walking home. My dyslexia flared up today so Im pretty screwd right now, amazed that I can even type right now. Hopefully tommorow will be better.



The time is 10:28 pm

Good Morning, today is another long day at work. We are never busy so all I do is sit and watch the time go by. This is the only time that I feel like no one cares it gets sooooo lonely but the again it could just be me. So far the day is going good. I wonder what I should do when I get off work at 6 tonight. hmmm decisions decisions. The time now is 1:25pm

Today went great for the most part, shoping was good no problems till I got home. I got a bad head ach and that prevented me from going to my class tonight at 6pm. Other than that I just chilled and had a good time. The time now is 10:22pm.

I feel rested, going shoping today with a friend. As of right now I am free of emotions which is kinda rare for me but I enjoy the feeling. All I hope for is to maintain control of myself for I have an atraction with this girl and she is very sweet. And hopefully if things go well I can ask her out. I cant blow it while we are shoping today. I hope I can trust mself...but then again...I dont. The time is 11:00 Am.

Dear Journal this is my first entry. Nothing much has changed, I still get angry and feel like no one understands me. I have always hoped that my feelings of anger would go away, but they do not. Several days ago I had some steak so I believe that I am safe for now but I don't know for how long. Please urge, stay at bay a little longer PLEASE!