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When I find out what exactly I want in life. I'll let you know.

Ugh. Why is it always about me?! Why do I always feel like everything is about me and when plans don't go my way I throw a freaking bitch conniption?! Why can't I still get this through my skull that LIFE isn't the ABBY show?! Why do I still feel abandoned when my friends just have other junk going on right now?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! UGH GODDAMNIT WHY AM I SO DIS-FUNCTIONAL?! I'm ready to tear my hair out... Really I think I might feel better if I WAS bald. Then maybe I could use that as the reason to why I'm so sad and pathetic. Honestly, I'm lucky I have friends. I really don't need to be stopping and blaming them for whenever things just don't happen. And anyway, they aren't my only friends. Ugh. I'm so stupid and self centered and SHALLOW I HATE MYSELF!



You all should hate me too, I don't deserve love.