He makes me break down and cry sometimes. I don't feel like I'm good enough. He'd rather buy drugs and get fucked up for a couple hours than help me out. But when he needs help... I'm expected to be there and not say shit. He claims he doesn't know how to take anyone seriously, which is bullshit because he takes everyone BUT me seriously.
I tell him I wanted to throw myself into traffic, and he laughs at me. He doesn't ever pay attention when I say something to him. I can't bring anything at all up to him because I get laughed at and told that it's stupid. And he wonders why I'm always mad at him....
Oh.. and I'm not aloud to break up with him, but he can do it to me whenever he feels like he needs to. I'm fucking sick of it. I don't know what to do anymore. He acts like the world has to stop when he has a bad day, and when it doesn't he takes it out on me.
Does ANYONE have any fucking idea on how to tell him all of this and get him to listen?
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wolfgirl304
15:13 Apr 24 2008
i seriously wish i could help. i am going through pretty much the same thing i have a kid on the way and i live with my bf but he's always gone with his freinds doing drugs he wont even get a job.he says he trys but he dosent try very hard. his freinds are always more important then me and when im around him with his freinds i am treated as if i was a little child.his freinds are always chosen over me and are always right and i am always wrong. he dose not listen to a damn thing i say inless he gets something he wants out of it.he wont spen any time with me he thinks that being at home on the computer while im asleep is spending time with me. he wil be at his freinds for many many hours but never do anything with me and he gets mad if he cant get on the computer or go to his freinds house because im no fun to him.but i can not break up with him or leave.and my parents gave him custody of me