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today is my first day here, i just joined a little while ago... i dont expect anyone to actually read this but i guess i need to write it...



my name is desdemonia zuri and my girlfriend bellatrix is the best thing that has ever happened to me, she is loving and she cares about me no matter what...and she'll bitch slap me across the face when i need it too. theres this chick that is a grade below us, her name is tabitha and she is a 'vampyre' [notice the quotes] as well and she is bella's ex-g.f.



so we are friends but bella has jealousy issues and she doesnt want me to hang out with her, but instead of just listening to her and not hanging out with tabitha or sitting by her and small things like that, i did anyways, and bella got mad at me... i felt so bad...



then later she forgave me and said that she souldnt be so jealous and that im allowed to hang out with tabitha sometimes because she and i are friends and im allowed to hang out with my friends.



then i messed up again and i called her a bitch because she was annoying me... i was trying to hang out with this guy that i like, he used to be a vampyre hunter but he stopped...because he likes me...



i have to back up here now... ok, so me and bella used to hate him because he was throwing water on us and saying "the power of christ compells you!" and "work, holy water!" so we pretty much beat the shit out of him and fucked him up...[he had a broken nose, broken glasses and scratches all over his face...and a bloody bite mark from yours truly] then i apologized and we became friends then everyone kept saying he like bella but he really liked me, then he asked someone to ask me out for him but they asked bella out instead, and she said yes then she found out that he meant to ask me out so she hated him...and still does, so i was trying to hang out with him today and she kept buggingt us and dragging me away and i finally told her knock it the fuck off and i called her a bitch...



and that was really shitty of me and i feel like a stupid bitch...



which i am according to everyone...



im sorry bella, i love you my darling, my demon of hope, i love, please forgive me again... i need you you are a part of me i cant live without you...

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SamaraMorgan
15:24 Jun 03 2009

My sorrow goes out to you. I too have someone i love, yet i am constantly doing these things. In turn it hurts us both. But he always manages to forgive me. Perhaps time will heal this wound. We can only hope for the best.

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