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Lies I tell
02:01 Apr 30 2007
Times Read: 541

Lies I tell



I tell you that I’m stronger

Even though it is a lie

I tell you I am better

Even though all I can do is cry

I tell you I can do this

Even though I know cant

I tell you I wont cut again

Even though its all a sham



I tell you that I’m pretty

When I know I don’t believe

I tell you all these happy things

So hopefully you wont leave

I put the smile upon my face

My real self will never show

I pretend the world is perfect

So you think that I can grow



I tell you that I’m wonderful

When everything is crap

I tell you I am working hard

When all I do is nap

I tell you life is going great

I know that is a lie

I tell you of the goals I have

When I really want to die



I tell you that im pretty

When I know I don’t believe

I tell you all these happy things

So hopefully you wont leave

I put the smile upon my face

My real self will never show

I pretend the world is perfect

So you think that I can grow

broken doll
02:01 Apr 30 2007
Times Read: 542

Broken Doll



Silky hair a sultry smile

perfect skin and legs for miles

Makes the perfect doll

that everyone loves



But not me

cant you see?

Im the broken doll

that noone wants



Knotted hair, crooked grin

torn up skin, round and short Ill never win

Im the broken doll

that noone wants



Im not pretty to look at I sit on the shelf

I try to enjoy life by myself

but as time goes by I hate to be

the broken doll



So i sit here while the other dolls go

and wait and hurt but never show

the part most broken

which is my heart



how did I get broken Im not sure I know

I know that it hurt but I should let it go

and fix myself to look like them

but I will never be them



I cant change what I am

it would all be a sham

I am the broken doll

that nobody wants

My crows
02:00 Apr 30 2007
Times Read: 543

My Crows



sit upon my window

Ebony guardians to watch my sleep

my ebony guardians

A watchful eye you need to keep





Watch my slumber

watch me fall

watch my cry

watch me crawl



She sent you here to watch

so continue on my friends

maybe you can change my dreams

make the nightmares end



my birds of beauty

Ebony guardians sent from above

my birds of darkness

the ones that I love



Watch my slumber

watch me fall

watch my cry

watch me crawl



just keep an eye

through all the night

watch me as I scream

and Fight

I'm not ophelia
01:59 Apr 30 2007
Times Read: 544

Im not ophelia



Im not ophelia

but I felt her pain

when everything she had

was swept away

Her lover went crazy

and left her alone.

So she went to the river

and it washed the pain away



Why cant I be like ophelia

when everyone turns their back

just go down to the river

and wash the pain away

No hurt no sorrow

nobody to make me cry

No today no tomorrow

She took the easy way out

when she died



I may not be ophelia but

her message sits clear

they may break my heart in pieces

but they'll never get

the last laugh

As one washes their pain away

down in the river

the laughter starts to roll

begins to make you shiver

Bless that girl ophelia she had

the idea all along

Why stick around when you can die

when the world treats you wrong

what makes a witch
17:59 Apr 21 2007
Times Read: 556










Our blood is the water

like that of the ocean

moved by the phases of the moon

Just like the tides



Our body is the eath

like that of the forest

growing changing dying

like leaves of the trees





Our breath the is the air

like the wind through the trees

breathing life into all

like the wind from the mountains





Our spirit is the fire

like the flames of the hearth

warming those we love burning those we don't

like from the strike of a match





Water Earth Air Fire

Blood body breath spirit

All working in syncronicity

to form the world we live in.