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I have so many stories that it's really impossible to tell one individually without the rest intertwined but I'll make an attempt. I'm diagnosed with Schizophrenia but really it's not so easily categorized. It's either true or a delusion but , I perceived it as happening nontheless.



The world all seemed surreal to me. People were talking about me, following me around, and saying things that I percieved to be directly related to me. Perhaps it was or perhaps it was not. It's really inconsequential now conidering I prefer to live in the present and not in the past. I'm as tough as a coffin nail.



I seemed to be being recruited for something that I had no clue what it was. One thing was for certain though. It felt as if it was a give-take situation. I was threatened, coerced, and even patronized while all this was going on. Every man has a breaking point and I had found mine. After refusing a variety of offers and perceiving more than anyone could ever imagine. I was hopsitalized in my infancy (21 years old and not to be confused with "awakening").



I spent one month in the hospital where the offers and patronizing went hand in hand. Pridefully I flat out refused them. Never would I sell my soul to the devil/god/universe let alone mere people. I was unable to function without an anti-psychotic medicine which I'm also still currently on. After the hospitalization I was released and mandated to attend treatment which wasn't a bad thing for me. I learned excellent communication skills and also got therapy in dealing with the second part of my dual diagnosis (drug addiction).



I didn't go into great depth but this is more or less an overview. I've learned tough lessons but taught those who play games with me even tougher ones.