When swimming in deep memories,
Realize that not all are filled with atrocities.
So unkind are the faces,
So knowing are the inanimate places.
Visit me here,
As I sit on top of the world and look at you there.
Visit me where I am,
And I’ll whisper you my plan.
To sweep the earth, only softly in the beginning,
Hold your breath, and I am winning.
Fighting inside your lungs,
I only make you think I want sprung.
The muscles heave around me, trying to let me go,
But you don’t want me to, this I know.
Hold on just a bit more,
Don’t worry when your insides start to feel sore.
Blink rapidly and clear the tears,
It’s okay, you’ll soon be away from here.
Go into your sweet dreaming escape,
While your body is the new home that I make.
Terrorize the world, bring torture unto it all
Watch as civilization crumbles, all through the night
Discuss the horror, in great bursts of laughter
Show no mercy, hear the voices screech
Poor down misery, soak it through and through
See how they crawl, praying uselessly
Dust off their happiness, make them cry
Weep in joy, as they slowly die
Feed the barren earth, with blood from their hearts
Crush their hopes, to where they are nonexistent
Bury their dreams, where the core burns them
Dig at their thoughts, turn them useless
No freedom will rein, humans bow down
Flood the cities with grief
Embrace the look, so appeasing
Red snow, black sky
Cold breath, dark tears
Deep voices, turning to high pitched squeals
The world goes away, dreadful glory replaces
Make your body numb and don’t scream from the pain
Because if you cry out, it’ll start all over again
You feel the tears rolling down your face
Your mind goes to that haven of a place
Floating in your most pleasant dreams
Until your mind begins to fall apart at the seams
Finally, he is done
Or at least until the next one
Hold your breath and slash your skin
Allow the feeling to seep way in
Cry, cry, and cry some more
Bring your knees slowly to the floor
Wallow in the sensation of it
Hold on tight and don’t regret
Remember what it is like to loose all your control
Replace it with what you have let go
Gather your emotions and pull yourself up
Take one more sip out your death cup
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