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I want to die I don't belong anywhere my family rejects because I am not normal. They hate me because of the darkness in me that is refleted where ever I go. People judge me because of how I am, they think I am the devils daughter. I can see there hate in there eyes for me the only person I trust when I am alone is me, the only 2 things keeping me alive are my friends and the hope which live with in my mind of one day finding true love. I have tried to commit suicide when i was 14 years old but they stoped me they should have just let me bleed to death with my wrists slashed open with a dager. I deal with my anger by cutting myself or pierceing parts of my body. I find releaf in pain, and salvation in the dripping of my blood. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep with out annybody knowing ,I pray to god to not let me live anymore,I was brought to this world to feel the pain of others, when the are sad , when they are hurting in the inside, they transfer that fear and that pain into my heart and soul I don't know how much longer I'll be able to hold on , one these days I will die in peace and I promise I will come back from the dead to haunt all those who ever made me suffer all those who killed my soul in the inside they will have a fate worse than death, their souls will be mine they will burn in an eternal and inferal fire where they will suffer for the rest of eternity.