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Im lost and alone.

with no one to hold.

Now Im scared.

Of what Ive been told.



I dont want to lose you

not ever again.

yet you will always do it.

I just dont know when.



I love you with all of my heart

and you say it too

yet when im not there

to her you say i love you.



Tell me the truth this time

I cant take this anymore

I need to know the truth

or Ill kill this whore.



Me.

I know that I could love you

I just choose not to

I know that you could love me

you just don't want to



I know that I love you

by the way i say its true

i know that you love me

you just don't want to see



How come we never fought?

Yet always played hot

How do you always argue with everyone

yet say you love me when we are done



Im always there

the one who seems to care

yet no one else comes to help

im the only one who dares

im the only one who cares



Although, even though i try

i always seem to die

because you say things like

"fuck you" and "we're through"

... "i love you"



im tired of my pain

it keeps coming back like the rain

i cry cry and then i die

cause I love this guy



my guy her guy out guy

your the same lie

you say to me i love you

you say to her the three words too



you never seem to understand

i always lend my hand

do you ever help me

no you just let me be



i can't take this anymore

its hit my core

im tired and dead

GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!



wait please don't leave me

i can't seem to live and be

you complete me

please dont leave me



well i said it

there is every bit

will you stay today

or will you go

ill never know



so stay or go

its your choice

i just want you to know

i say it with this voice

i love you!



So, I guess you decided

what you wanted to do

You left me here alone

and now i cant get out of this blue



you said thats it

i dont love you

and i said fine then

we are through



now the words i said

are still playing in my head

im starting to regret.

what choses i have made

why do you tell me you loved me

just to turn around and say you hate me?

i don't get it



why do you look at me

the same way you used to

then say you don't feel it

i don't get it



i can see it in your eyes

you still love me

and you know i still love you

so whats going on

i don't get it



i just don't get it

why aren't we together

i just don't get it

I never thought the day would come

when i would be so dumb

for you to say

"we are through"

and for me to say

"i love you"

In sixteen years

this birthday was the worst

my heart is full of pain

i thinks its going to burst

all i ever wanted

was to spend it with you

but all you wanted

was to say "fuck you"

im sorry if ive ruined your life

so let me help make it better

im gone with my knife

if you want me

come and get me

if not then...

goodbye my love

im sorry i won't be there

when you rise above.

you're doing it again

there you go

ignoring me as usual

i know why you don't look at me

you know that i can tell your true feelings when i look into your eyes

your eyes let me in

unike you

well i hope you look at me now

look at me in the eyes

cause this is the last time

you will ever see my eyes open again.

OUCH!

told you so.

i love you so much

yet this is how i felt treated

what the fuck

i tell you how i feel

yet you never tell me

im sorry

i never meant to hurt you

if i did at all

i never mean to do anything wrong

well atleast not to you

i may act like a bitch

but im not

im hiding

behind fear

but im sorry

im so sorry

i love you

I can't seem to understand

Why you don't love me?

I know you do

you're just hiding it

but now you can probably see

that i don't love you

not anymore

you probably don't believe me

but its true, im so through

im through with your lies

your love, your attitude

im just through with you

don't come near me

ever again

i never want to see your lieing ass again

just go ahead leave me alone

just go away, leave me

just let me be

im so over you.

I only knew you for a week

but when i say you

my body turned weak

i couldn't eat drink or think

then you liked me back as much

and it turned into more than just a crush

your eyes your nose your face your hair

you had no faulties i didn't care

then you left me for my friend

and then i knew my life would end

i saw you with her

laughing smiling

on the inside i was dying

how could you i thought you loved me

my friend my enemy my new found discovery

but now its over my one and only lover

My heart beats for you

and I dont know why.

My heart yearns for you

and I dont know how.

My heart is breaking because of you

yet you dont care why.

This pain is what I have had.

This pain is what makes it hurt.

This pain is what has drivin me from you.

This pain is healing.

I dont need you anymore

to make me feel special.

You are nothing to me now.

Yes, I love you.

Yes, I always will.

But you are dead to me now.

And will be forever.

I dont need you.

I dont want you.

I can live on my own.

Without your help,

making me feel like nothing.

I dont need you anymore.

I have my own.

Nothing is keeping me down now.

Not even you.

Every now and then,

I wish my dreams would come true,

but only the ones about you.



Every now and then,

I wish my wishes would come true,

but only the ones about loving you.



Every now and then,

I die a little,

just to keep on living,

just to be with you.

sometimes i wish that you could see me

but you don't, no matter how hard I try



sometimes i wish that you would talk to me

but you won't, no matte how much i try



sometimes i dream that you see me

but i always wake up



sometimes i dream that you talk to me

but i never stay asleep



sometimes i wish i could change my feelings

but i can't, no matter how long and hard i try.



dont ask me why

its just in my head

sometimes.

I try to get over it

but i never can

i try to get over you

but i never will

why can't i get over it

why can't i get over you

because i always find the real you

and then lose the one i love

because i always see the one i fell for

then he disappears

Stop tricking me!

Stop making me love you

I don't want to

cause all i ever do

is love you

and i don't get it back

stop make me fall

cause i always let you

let you catch me

Stop...

i don't want to love you,

i but will anyways.

love sucks

but you probably already knew this

love sucks

but everyone falls for it

love sucks

but no one seems to care

that i love love

but it doesn't love me

love sucks

but i love you

love sucks

but i fell for you

love sucks

can you help me

i need to find the truth

that love doesn't exist

atleast not with you

I love you this way,

You don't.

I love you that way,

You don't.

I love you,

You don't.



I hate you this way,

You do.

I hate you that way,

You do.

I hate you,

You Do...

...of course.

I told you

told you truth

told you lies

told you more truth



You told me

told me lies

told me lies

told me more lies



i tell you

truth

truth

truth now

now that i know, i love you



you tell me

lies

lies

lies still

now that you know, you love me

Why do you try to hurt me

You try so hard

hard to make me cry



Why do you do the things you do

You try so hard

hard to make me cry



Why do you love, then change your mind

You try so hard

hard to make me cry



Wait, you don't try

you don't have to try

all you have to do

is say, I don't love you

And I cry

cry for you



So, why don't you try one thing

Say it... even if it hurts you.

One of us has to cry, just why does it have to be me.

i stay because i love you

i love you because i can

i can because i met you

so why can't you feel the same

im leaving because i love you

im leaving because i care

im leaving because it hurts

why dont you love me

i do love you

with all of my heart

but because you don't love me

i need to say good-bye

im tired of waitin

when you'll never come around

im tired of waiting

knowing you don't care

im sorry

i love you

but i cant take this anymore

im tired of waiting

and only being convient for you

so when you decide to be here

you know where to find me

not wating for you

Why don't you want me?

Is it because you think Im ugly?

Am I too fat?

What's wrong with me,

That makes you hate me?



Why don't you love me?

What can I do to make you love me?

Do I need to lose weight?

Or do I need to try more

To make me prettier?

Why don't I have you anymore?



Do I need to do something,

with my hair?

with my body?

What?

You name it,

I'll do it.

As long as I,

I can love you,

and be loved back.

you've gone and done it again

you've made me fall apart

why can't i ever see it coming?



You've gone and done it again

you've made me a wreck.

Why can't I ever see the pain you cause me?



I always let you

turn me and my life upside down

the tears always

roll down my cheek

but not today

today's a good day

you finally said "I love you".



you've gone and done it again

you've lied once more

now look what you've turned me into

a complete suicide.

Im over you

thats not the truth

you're over me

that much i see

why do i fall so far

so far for you

but never hit the ground

because you always catch me

why won't you let me land

land on my own

why do you always try

try to make me better

i can see

you don't want me

then leave

leave me be

no wait

wrong words

i love you

but please let me land

Some reason

nothings right

some reason

everythings wrong

can i do anything

anything to make you love me

stop pushing me away

im the only one who really cares

Stop It!!!

Im tired of you pushing me

listen to me!!!

trust me!!!???

love me...

thats all i want

LOOK AT ME!!!!

fine. you want out

then me too

BANG!

we're both out.

I didnt know until today

that i could feel this way

maybe you should think about it

and maybe you will feel it too

when i am with you

im so happy

but when im not

well not even ask me

i stil here with you

and fall apart

cause i know you don't love me

and it breaks my heart

can you see me here

screaming out i love you

of course not

you never do

I wish that you would care

even the slightest bit

but you won't



i wish that you would love me

even the littlest bit

but you won't



i wish that you would let me in

even the tiniest bit

but you won't



why dont' you care?

why don't you love me?

why don't you let me in?

of course, i should have known...

you won't.

i know you love me

i know you care

you tried to hide it

but your eyes don't disappear



you know i love you

you know i care

i don't deny it

because its always there



why do you hide

hide behind your love

i don't hide

not anymore



why do your eyes show

show everything inside

i see it



your eyes don't lie Michael

so don't even try