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I've been dealing with a lot of life issues lately, the type that don't leave much time for computer stuff.



So I finally found a few minutes yesterday and managed to get back on today for a better look around at changes. And I find someone blocked me and scored my profile a 1. No wait, he scored me and then quickly blocked me to make sure I couldn't respond....think of a rabbit that scurries into a hole while the fox is just sitting back laughing at it. :)



Apparently they do this as a hobby, and take great delight in reposting what others say about them on their profile. And all I could do was laugh.



Seriously, how big a loser do you have to be in order to take so much time and effort to be noticed on a site? And to think I cared enough that I would track him down and argue about his score that he would block me as soon as he scored the page? I mean, c'mon BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!



Totally lame is the only way I could describe this game, in which he could never possibly win. You only win if you have something your opponent wants you twit, and you have nothing I want. I don't need your rating to be higher, I could care less. So what does that leave you with? Nada, no power no influence, just someone who thinks you are a joke.



But thanks for the laugh, it brightened my day.



Oh and btw, I scored your page a 10, cause I know it's obviously important to you lololololololol

Between health issues, going back to school, finances etc - not to mention my long standing everchanging cirlce of friends and aquaintances - alternating between offering me comfort and giving me the shits.....I don't really have time to be bored.



Lonely? Sometimes, but then ultimately we are all alone, even when we have people around us. Better to remember this than rely on others who ultimately let you down.



Depressed? You know, I dont even know what that word means anymore. Its become a blanket term to cover a whole spectrum of conditions, it's kind of lost meaning.



Apathetic? Yep, a lot of the time. I'd rather sit and just stare than do some of the daily motions of living sometimes.



Happy? I dunno. Kind of like depressed, I don't really know what 'happyu' means any more. Seems we strive towards a word that we often have no chance of describing let alone attaining.



I have nothing to complain about, complaining is a waste of energy anyway. I have many good things, lots of 'stuff', plenty of people who are genuinely good people and they care about me.



and yet, there's no joy - but I don't know if there is supposed to be any.