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I'm soooo fucking angry I can't believe I gave that asshole my virginity and actually trusted him. We broke up little over a week ago because I was having a angry/sad spell with my BPD(borderline personality disorder) he was okay with it and told me he liked some one anyways and TONIGHT he asked me why I got so angry and sad throughout the relationship and I tried to explain by sending him a link that described BPD and he said it sounded like an excuse. Mental illness is a battle no fucking matter what it is and that pissed me off because he made it sound like I wasn't even trying. So I spent half of my night trying to get him to apologize and take it back. I'm so pissed so if anyone wants to just talk or even roleplay message me I need something to get my mind of it or I'll do something even more that I'll regret....