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Tired of that life.. of feeding.. i think what i did can be considered dark magic... i don't regret it though. I don't know if anyone's ever heard of a blood spell (where u kind of sacrifice a certain amount of your own blood too counter the spell) but i did one too reverse the effects of what i was turned into.. seems stupid like it wouldn't work.. honestly i didn't think it would work. But it did. I am now what i ORIGINALLY was. A witch. I'm weak. But happy. Right now i'm deciding if I should just not use my magic and let it fade away, or practice and become stronger?



My mother was being stalked, she had enough of this life, and she released her power on the full moon, like my friend Gaby also did. Gaby is now what she originally was.



So far life seems normal, except for Jake.. he's trying to get back in my life. I get it, I get why he tried to kill Zack. He's an outcast, would of been hunted down and killed if he hadn't become Their personal killer. When he's hired he has to do the job. but now he is back.. telling me he's going to prove he cares, and that he could of killed Zack and let me erase my runes and die.. but he didn't.. that's the only reason I'm gunna let him stick around.

Should i trust him??



Taylor is going to hire him because she's the only one of us still connected to the courts.. than he can talk to me wothout having to worry someone will find out.. i just don't know. I don't wanna worry about this. And I wont face it until I'm forced too. Thats my plan. My life is as normal as it will ever be, and i don't wanna get sucked up into that life.