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There are some things in life that I dont understand. Why do people not understand when someone else is hurting? Why do they not see the pain in someones heart when they force a smile to their face? Is everyone really that conceeded? Are people to focused on themselves to give a fuck about anyone else? You know the saying is true "People only see what they want to".



I really wish that I could understand why the people that are close to you want nothing to do with you. I don't understand how people can pick you up for a few weeks then throw you away like a piece of trash a month later. I really don't understand it.



I am trying to deal with all the preasure in my life such as college, work, bills, my grandpa dying, my boyfriend, my family problems, my friend problems, my bitchy roommate, and god only knows what else. I just am having one of those days and I have been keeping this inside because i guess I DONT want anyone to know. Thats why I have posted this on here because no one in my life will actually read this. Maybe its not that I dont want them to know maybe it is the fact I dont want to deal with how they will react.