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Again, I have been failing to do what's required of me. Letting my responsibilities fall to the wayside. Why do I struggle with this so much? Why can't I just force myself to do it? I suspect a part of it has to do with feeling depressed. And maybe that stems from disappointment, lack of purpose, or simply a shitty hand to have been dealt.

Fortunately Satan is non-judgemental and patient with us. I've finally found the reason to bother to keep up with any of it-Me. I owe it to my future self and Satan to be a better Satanist.

A book I'm reading gives these guidelines: "Satan wants quality, it is for sure. Don't do less than your best, unless when doing quickly you do your best. Remember what you put in, that you get out.

The life of a Satanist should be an egg of pride, a crop beautiful and bountiful. Be each other's pride, for Satan or Prince Lucifer. Toil and rejoice, indulge and salivate in luxury-it is the benefit, the reward, the prize of a Satanist."

So if you're struggling in any way, I hope you find this entry a comfort. And remember, its never too late to claim your prize-the best of everything!

SD